Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Never Again...

Would have given up my life for you guess it's true what they say about love it's blind
Boy you lied straight to my face looking in my eyes
and I believed you causeI loved you more than life and all you had to do was apologize
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
you don't care that you hurt me and
now I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me
you didn't love me enough my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Sadness has me at the end of the line helpless watched you break this heart of mine
and loneliness only wants you back here with me
common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
and all you had to do was apologize and mean it
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand you don't care that you hurt me and now
I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me
you didn't love me enough my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Wish like hell I could go back in time
maybe then I could see how forgiveness says that I should give you one more try but it's too late it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry I don't understand
you don't care that you hurt me andnow
I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me you didn't love me enough
my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Chentan Cintan...

Bosan dgr pasal chenta2 ni... Menyampah pun ade. Sometimes xlarat nk advice or dgr my friends complaint about their relationship and what not.

Tapi.. deep in my heart... teringin nak rase chenta balik.. chenta yg xterhingga that makes u grin without realising and makes your heart soar high up in the air. I believe now that if u love somebody and u respect that someone.. you'd go through all lentghs to be beside that person.. not infront, not at the back.. but just there beside him and go through the rough n toughness of life together. Tolerance and understanding... and excepting weaknesses of each other and building up those weaknesses into strentgh is what brings the best out of a relationship. I have yet to get the opportunity to experience that now and apply what I've learnt through other people into mine.

The guy of my heart is coming... not so sure when he'll arrive though. Maybe in November or December when I can start thinking more clearly. Yeah.. make it December la.. ngehehehe.. Aminnnn...

Monday, September 28, 2009

Cait...

I just noticed that at least 3 of my previous post was about my assignments... sah-sah aku dah gile... besok tuka topic please... bosan uhh!!!

bg topic korang.. bagi, bagi.. kite membebel pasal bende lain...

Bluerrghhh...

Periods, cramps, headaches, tests, assignments, presentations.. a true October Tragedy... or bak kate Bee, nk nyanyi lagu ni "Wake me up.. when October ends".. hahaha

Xlarat woo... a person can only take in too much before they start to babble away and merepek. 21 assignments, tests n presentations all within 5 weeks...

Kopi O... Nadeeya Macho... Coca-Cola Seven Up, come on Nadeeya, don't give up!!!
(maser bile tah I macho.. I'm hot ok!!! Hahahaha...)

Hopefully this is all worth it at the end... hopefully I can pass with flying colours.. hopefully all my classmates pun bleyh pass with flying colours so that I could get the same awesome classmates next semester (minus pakcik berjanggut dan suke tunjuk bulu dada tu.. eewww.. annoying la die skrg...)




I want a boyfriend!!! Lalala~

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...

Sheeessshhh

I am this close to fanning a white flag above my head and say.. I've had enough with assignments!!! I surrender!!!

But I know I'm more than that and I'm better than that. I'm gonna prove to people that I can get this masters, by hook and by crook.. then comes in the $$$. It's all worth it in the end.. I hope.
Anyone want to do my assignments for free??? Takers? Anyone? No?... Whhyyyyy??? Assignments n tests are fun y'know!!! (Duhhh)


Stress =

Victory??

or suicide???


Muahahahaha... huhuhuhuhuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!








Friday, September 4, 2009

Masters...

I love doing my masters.. I love studying all over again and this time prove that I can do better than what I did in my degree. I scored badly in degree.. and I'm not going to let that happen again. I'm going to score with flying colours for my masters.. yep.. that's gonna happen. You'll see.

But then... the non-stop assignments and tests is kinda getting to my head. Can't let that happen. I need strength. I need my dose of Coca-Cola and Red Bull.. just to get me high.. oowhh.. n m&m's..

I will prevail!!!