Water is cool...

Went white river rafting in Kuala Kubu Bharu today, with Nadrah, my other cousins and Nadrah's colleagues.. about 17 of us altogether..

There are a few levels of river rafting.. from 1 to 6... 1 being the easiest, and 6 being.. a bit to crazy if you want to try and raft in... the one in KKB is level 4... just nice.. with decent falls n rapids.. it actually ranges from level 1 up to level 4.. so u have a mix of all types...

The adventure is something worthwile... I love it... despite the fact that I slammed my body to the rocks a few times, n tertelan air sungai.. n got a cut on my knee.. but it was worth every part of it... would love to do it again next time... Ngee~

The pics should be done by nxt week.. so if I get them, I'll try and post 'em to the blog..

Adios!!

Hrmm... again

Hrmm... smalam tetibe rase nk nangis... dunno why... but before that.. dok giggle like a little girl.. then mlm mcm nk nangis plak... suddenly terase inferior and terase cam small... hahaha...

Gile kot smalam...

anyways... harini hari yg baik... ^_^

I Carry Your Heart With Me

Tadi tgk crite 'In Her Shoes' played by Cameron Diaz, and at the end of the movie, she read a poem by E.E Cummings. I thought it was lovely, so I decided to look for it in the net. So here it is:



I Carry Your Heart with Me


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


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E.E Cummings

Hindustani he...

My mom tgh tuka2 channel... skali bukak Astro Fiesta... citer ape?

SANGGAM

Haaaa... sudah!!! Mommy tanak tuka channel... mate dah separuh tutop tu.. tp nk tgk gak.. skrg tgh nyanyi her favourite song"Dos te Dos te naraha... pyar pyar te narahaa....." Hahahahaha....


Eh, the heroin, Vyjayanthimala (gilala eja name die) ni, muke sket2 cam Rachel Weisz plak...

Err... xde plak rupenye kat dlm pic ni.. but if u see her acting.. mmg ade rupe ok!!!

Ridzuan Khalid

I found out about him through Schatz... who one day told me "Dee, I think your mom's ex student is in my myspace friends list", which was way back in March last year... So I went to check his comment out, of a picture of me, Schatz & my mom in Perhentian. Without thinking twice, I added him up in myspace, and we exchanged comments, like any normal new friends would do.

Then in middle April, I went to Singapore, but constantly went online, nevertheless, and one day, as I was checking my YM... Wan, whom I added in my YM list recently, popped out.. and we started chatting, and he invited me to view his webcam... Webcam agak slow.. but then when it did switch on... I was like "Damn, hot jugak mamat ni" Which is true.. plus I remember, Wan was wearing a black shirt.. and any decent guy in a black shirt looked nice.. particulary him... We chatted and laughed..

When I came back from Singapore, my mom went to have an eye operation.. and all my friends were smsing to support my mom n me.. Wan wrote a blog to pray for my mom's well being in her operation... I was deeply touched.. I still am...

I remember this one night, where it was daddy's turn to accompany mommy in the hospital.. so I stayed at home.. and chatted with Wan.. sampai kol 6 pagi.. until my dad actually came home... mase tu, kelam kabut tutup laptop n buat2 tido... lawak gile time tu... hahahaha...

On my mom's birthday, Schatz, Ellie, Aral n Wan decided to come over to celebrate together with my family, a day after my mom's eye operation. It was that day, I first met Wan.. n yeah... mmg good looking.. tercair la kejap kan... but then I found out.. giler gak budak ni.. first2 je dah ade bunga kat kepala.. courtesy of nenek... dah gi amik gambar from celah2 plastic bag la, kerusi la... tertonggeng2 la amik gambar... then karaoke gune botol air... sanggup tuh... hahahaha...


This is one of Wan's idea of posing.. suke sgt die posing n amik gambar... but cantik plak tuh...

Wan pakai baju Melayu.... perghh... cam Prime Minister!! Hahahahahaha....

Me, Wan & Ellie... kami bertiga dating... ketawa tak ingat2.. n mase ni, tgh lepak dlm kreta, depan tasik Shah Alam.. di tgh2 malam bute.. hahahaha...

Ar the Chicken Rice Shop... Wan tgh horny... as usual... me n him, always have our so-called 'horny' moments together... merepek2 la msg between us... sampai org lain pun pening kpale tgk kitorg..

We went to Wan's graduation ceremony... and witness first hand Wan crying... hahaha... terharu plak tgk die... we played bowling later on... besh2... it was one of his 1st time main bowling.. and as people say, beginner's luck... he had a pretty nice score for a beginner..

I remember this time where I had an emotional night... and Wan, Schatz n Aral came over to the house in the midnight... tetibe plak pakai baju same colour kan... huhu...

Wan thought it was only a Puasa gathering, but we actually managed to sorok his B'day cupcakes in nenek's room... kene serang ngan semut... puas kitorg dok buang semut before suprise Wan.. hahaha... the cupcakes were lovely... hopefully Wan liked the little surprise we threw for him. Wan dah mule x sehat mase ni... I was trying my best to hide my emotion n worriness.. because Wan didn't like to see his friends worried about him. That's one thing about Wan.. he's independent... but at the same time... Ya Rabbi... susahnye laaaa nk get something out of him... mesti ade je bende yg die nk melencong or ubah topic.. rase nk cekik die at some points pun ade.. huhuhu...

Wan is the same age as me... 1 month younger la die... I guess that's why I'm close to him in some ways, because of our similarity in age... so kire sekepala la... same tue pun ye.. hahaha...

But by far... he has been my Senyum Indah... always makes me laugh or smile when I need it the most... I'm not sure if Wan knows this.. but I deeply, really appreciate and Thank God in having such a wonderful friend like him. His ability when even when he was sick, to make me smile and then for himself, not give up n being strong, is somewhat been a little if not much of an inspiration to me... I consider him my best friend now.. even though we have known each other for less than a year... he is truly a best friend for keeps. He's a total gentleman.. walaupun ade degilnye... tapi lelaki mane yg tak kan?? Hahaha... Nak cari bakal mertua yg berkenan kat die.. senang kot... coz he's easy to get along with everyone.. hehe..

Wan is going of to Langkawi nxt week... pursuing his dream to be a lecturer. A dream he has always wanted, and got. I always knew that one day, his dream would be met... and it has. So off to Langkawi he goes... It will be much harder to contact him, since he'll be busy becoming a 'hot' lecturer, yet alone see him. Hopefully, in the near future, dpt gi Langkawi to see him. Going to miss Wan like mad...

No one to manja2 with like how Wan pampers me... mengalahkan manjekan girlfren... blum tentu my bf will manjakan me like he does.. hahaha!!! No one to be horny with, though I will still msg him during my horny moments la... wakakaka!!! Paling best kalo kaco die mase die tgh mengajar kan??

I wonder how Wan will be when he becomes a lecturer.. one thing for sure.. mesti ramai students die yg dok drooling over him... hahaha!!! Pengsan la I... jeles je non stop... hahaha... but then again, kot2 la Wan finds n brings back to KL a 'Mahsuri' for himself... mane tau kan? Hahahaha...

Anyway, my dear Ridzuan... again, as I said hundreds of time... I will miss you... seriously I will... hope that even though u're away in that beautiful, historical Island... u won't forget your friends over here back in KL... especially the Princess... cause if you do... paham2 jela kalau kene sumpah 7 keturunan... hahaha....

I love you my friend... take care over there, and be the best lecturer that you can... You have my mommy to help you... hahaha... Be Pn. Raja, and you will be loved... Ngee~

Nadeeya & Ridzuan.... Friends for as long as it can be...

.......

Lonely....

Left and right, people are in love...

I want to be in one too...

Sigh...

One day... it will come...

What's Going On??...

To many people dying... to many hatred in this world.. Israel... stop your cruelness... Try to be in the shoes of those innocent civilians and children... imagine that were to happen to your children and our innocent people...

Its not fair... the whole world is against you... can't you see?? Just because one big nation supports you.. have you ever thought about what the other hundreds of countries n how many billion of people are condemning your actions now??? In a glimpse, the table can turn...

Stop the killing and the suffering... you are like a terrorist yourself and yet you condemn terrorists... you are worse off...

Today in Menara...

Today is the the 1st day I start in meanra OCBC under the Branch distribution department, and it's sub-dept: Performance & Troubleshooting Management... ye.. saye akan shoot org kalo derang x buat kerja mengikut time frame n x follow up ngan keje2 derang.. muahahaha!!!

Tapi saye juge akan kene shoot kalo saye sendiri x buat keje saye.. so better saye shoot org lain dulu..

The not so good thing today is that I have a cold.. not such a good 1st impression to the bosses, coming in for the 1st day, sick... but then again, it's human nature.. I seriously don't remember main ujan or what not, but maybe I got the germs from a few of my friends who weren't feeling well recently..

Today was a bit slow.. I still didn't have excess to a few things yet, so I didn't do much but settle my self down... stationeries pun x cukup lagi, coz one of the girls yg handle the stationeries n stuff, was on leave.. huhu..

Lunch pun sorang2.. sigh... takpe.. I will survive! I will prevail!!!

Muahahaha!!!

Bye Bye DMS

Today marked my last day at OCBC Bank-Bukit Damansara...

Starting on the 5th, this Monday, I will be working under the Branch Distribution Department under the sales management team... still under OCBC, this time I'll be in Menara OCBC in Jalan Tun Perak.. yeap, the bank just in front of the Masjid Jamek LRT Station... huhu...

Wish me luck!!!

Tak sedih sgt.. but cam.. excited ade.. nervous pun ade.. coz memang teringin nk keje kat KL.. HQ plak tuh.. then nervouse sebab takut keje lagi banyak then skrg ni... huhuhu...

Wish me luck again!!! Doakan kejayaanku...

Mmmuaahhxx!!!

2009

Happy New Year!!!

A new year with new hopes and dreams, goals and resolutions...

A year to look into what we can do in life to actually make it better...

As for me, I have a few new year's resolutions in my head that I hope will be done in this year.. hehehe..

Owh... and... one thing is that, I need to start standing up for myself again and care less of what people say to me or about me. I know there are a few people out there who don't quite like me but are pretending to be or there are some traights in me that they don't like... but arrrghhhh... lantakla kan...

I do what I do what makes me happy and my loved ones happy... and that's that.

Tak larat dah org dok be sarcastic towards me or make a fool out of me or take me for granted...

"I live my life the way I wish...

No matter what...

I'll make it real...

It's time for me to do it..

On my own..."

- taken from Whitney Houston's song-On My Own