Never Again...

Would have given up my life for you guess it's true what they say about love it's blind
Boy you lied straight to my face looking in my eyes
and I believed you causeI loved you more than life and all you had to do was apologize
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
you don't care that you hurt me and
now I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me
you didn't love me enough my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Sadness has me at the end of the line helpless watched you break this heart of mine
and loneliness only wants you back here with me
common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
and all you had to do was apologize and mean it
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand you don't care that you hurt me and now
I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me
you didn't love me enough my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Wish like hell I could go back in time
maybe then I could see how forgiveness says that I should give you one more try but it's too late it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry I don't understand
you don't care that you hurt me andnow
I'm half the man that I used to be when it was you and me you didn't love me enough
my heart may never mend but you'll never get to love me again

Chentan Cintan...

Bosan dgr pasal chenta2 ni... Menyampah pun ade. Sometimes xlarat nk advice or dgr my friends complaint about their relationship and what not.

Tapi.. deep in my heart... teringin nak rase chenta balik.. chenta yg xterhingga that makes u grin without realising and makes your heart soar high up in the air. I believe now that if u love somebody and u respect that someone.. you'd go through all lentghs to be beside that person.. not infront, not at the back.. but just there beside him and go through the rough n toughness of life together. Tolerance and understanding... and excepting weaknesses of each other and building up those weaknesses into strentgh is what brings the best out of a relationship. I have yet to get the opportunity to experience that now and apply what I've learnt through other people into mine.

The guy of my heart is coming... not so sure when he'll arrive though. Maybe in November or December when I can start thinking more clearly. Yeah.. make it December la.. ngehehehe.. Aminnnn...

Cait...

I just noticed that at least 3 of my previous post was about my assignments... sah-sah aku dah gile... besok tuka topic please... bosan uhh!!!

bg topic korang.. bagi, bagi.. kite membebel pasal bende lain...

Bluerrghhh...

Periods, cramps, headaches, tests, assignments, presentations.. a true October Tragedy... or bak kate Bee, nk nyanyi lagu ni "Wake me up.. when October ends".. hahaha

Xlarat woo... a person can only take in too much before they start to babble away and merepek. 21 assignments, tests n presentations all within 5 weeks...

Kopi O... Nadeeya Macho... Coca-Cola Seven Up, come on Nadeeya, don't give up!!!
(maser bile tah I macho.. I'm hot ok!!! Hahahaha...)

Hopefully this is all worth it at the end... hopefully I can pass with flying colours.. hopefully all my classmates pun bleyh pass with flying colours so that I could get the same awesome classmates next semester (minus pakcik berjanggut dan suke tunjuk bulu dada tu.. eewww.. annoying la die skrg...)




I want a boyfriend!!! Lalala~

Selamat Hari Raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!!

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...

Sheeessshhh

I am this close to fanning a white flag above my head and say.. I've had enough with assignments!!! I surrender!!!

But I know I'm more than that and I'm better than that. I'm gonna prove to people that I can get this masters, by hook and by crook.. then comes in the $$$. It's all worth it in the end.. I hope.

Anyone want to do my assignments for free??? Takers? Anyone? No?... Whhyyyyy??? Assignments n tests are fun y'know!!! (Duhhh)

Stress =

Victory??

or suicide???


Muahahahaha... huhuhuhuhuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Masters...

I love doing my masters.. I love studying all over again and this time prove that I can do better than what I did in my degree. I scored badly in degree.. and I'm not going to let that happen again. I'm going to score with flying colours for my masters.. yep.. that's gonna happen. You'll see.

But then... the non-stop assignments and tests is kinda getting to my head. Can't let that happen. I need strength. I need my dose of Coca-Cola and Red Bull.. just to get me high.. oowhh.. n m&m's..

I will prevail!!!

Ramadhan

Ramadhan is tomorrow..

To all my friends and family.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.. Semoga setiap perbuatan kita dirahmati Tuhan, InsyaAllah..

Accident..

8 years of driving, last Tuesday however, was my 1st accident. Luckily, nothing bad happened to me.

Only my beloved car's front bumper was dent and the headlights crack. Operation on my car will be done in a few days, thus I will not be driving him for a week or two. I call it a him because he is the only boyfriend I have at the moment. Freaking hot boyfriend I have!! Putih melepak, muscular, powerful, gentleman.. sings good music.. kemek jer sket.. xpe, pasni gi repair eh.. look nice for Raya.. huhu..

Alhamdulillah I'm ok.. I just had a headache for 2 days.. maybe sbb tegang urat mase ermergency brake tu. Owh.. how did I got into the accident? Lambat brake kreta mase tgh traffic jam in front of one utama-got distracted by a fly-lupe nk brake-bamm!!!

Luckily the driver of the car in front of me x marah.. of course la.. not his car pun.. his company car la.. and the damage to his car was not as bad as mine. Huhu.. Even the police men were nice to me. I guess sbb muke I pucat gile.. siap pakai baju kurung putih.. so ala2 gadis melayu suci gitu..

Though after the incident.. I've been extra cautious when driving.. kecut perut sentiasa.. and then mase ni la everyone nk drive like a drunk person. Even the huge truck drivers... giler la takut!

Experience of an accident, even how small it could be, makes u a better driver-sometimes... bak kate my dad.

The feeling is back...

That feeling has come back... I don't hate it.. But I'm not comfortable with it.. Coz it makes me quiete..

Here I am in my room at 2:30 in the morning... Can't sleep n blogging thru my phone. Been waiting for the phone to ring or beep.. but it hasn't.. Silly of me... I should sleep, but I can't help but keep thinking.. Thinking of this feeling of loneliness that has loom over me for the past 3 years or so..

I know what ppl say.. Just be patient, and the right guy will come your way.. Don't rush.. The thing is, there's nothing to even rush about because there's no one to rush on... I still haven't found that special someone who will capture my heart and fall head over heels for me.

It does feel lonely after what seems to be 2 yrs of single life.. In fact, to be honest, the last time I actually felt in love and being loved at by a guy was in 2005.. the final 2 yrs of my relationship with my ex was a turmoil... Not feeling appreciated n loved.. It was just merely hanging there because the both of us just won't let go.. Even though the love was deteriorating.. Maybe it was d ego that kept us going.

After that.. Here I am now... Guys I meet seem to be intimidated by me because of my education n my family background.. am i at fault of having a good education n a good family?? Why be intimidated?? some say they feel challenged by my background.. Hrmm.. Wonder when there'll be a guy who won't be intimidated and take the challenge as a gentleman wishing to fight it for my love... God.. Sounds so classic.. Haha..

The Secret book mentioned about listing the criteria of the guy I want in my life.. And if I focus on it.. Maybe the right guy will come my way soon.. So here it goes. (wish me luck!):

1. Loving
2. Responsible
3. Understanding
4. Tolerant
5. Smart (doesn't need to have a higher education, but just smart)
6. Stable
7. Good looking (doesn't mean handsome.. Just good looking will do.. Though handsome would be a plus)
8. At least 175cm's and above.
9. Able to guide me in religion as well as in life
10. Independent financialy
11. Independent on almost everything but wants me to be at his side to boost his spirits up.
12. Is head over heels in love with me and adores me.
13. A family guy
14. Loves kids
15. Loves animals
16. Funny
17. Appreciative of everything around him including n especially me.
18. Healthy and well built.
19. Has a nice set of teeth.
20. Respects people

I know this guy will come soon. I can feel it that he's not that far away.. I sense his presence, but I am yet to find out who he is. I love him already and I miss him... Dunno who.. But I have all this, waiting for him to come into my life.

Stand up

When everything seems to fall down,

when everyone seems to care less...

when you find that things are not going smooth like it used to...

Then you realise that there is nothing more important for you than to stand up to what you believe in, stand up to make you stronger.

To stand up and take control of your own life, and not letting those around you bring you down.

Air Asia: Now Everyone can fly with bad service

Yup... I don't like Air Asia.. and I'm not afraid to say it...
I will only take Air Asia if I have no other choice of flights to take...
Why? Let's just say me and my family and friends have experienced bad service...

You often wonder why the flight tickets are freaking cheap... thats because along the way, they have hidden costs all over the place, and when you add them all up, it comes to the same thing and sometimes even much more expensive than normal airlines.

I took my 1st Air Asia flight last year... Singapore bound... thought it would be good... well.. I was extremely dissapointed.

Mommy had a conference in Singapore and she booked her flight a week before I booked mine, since I was still not sure whether I would be able to follow her that time.

As for travelling ease, we decided to share one big bag... tottalling to 20kg. Now, on Air Asia, each passenger is allowed only 15kg of luggage weight. Thinking that we were travelling together, 20kg should be ok... since 2 passengers means a quota of 30kg, or so we assume.
We were checking in our bag when the ticket officer said that our luggage had an overweight of 5kg.

"Hey... 15kg per person right? this is 10kg underweight"... we argued. And the ticket officer told us that because we booked our flight seperately, our bags are considered to be seperate as well, meaning 2 bags.. What stupid kind of system is this? If this is really the situation, they should at least explain it in the freaking website... we argued with the ticket officer.. and he said he couldn't do anything as that was their system.. and he charged us a freaking RM150 (Rm30 per kilo over)... cis, belum ape2 lagi we have to spend that much for our bags. No wonder Air Asia makes money... they charge for overweight bags like mad.

Not to mention the expensive food and beverages on the flight.. or what about those stewardess with red hair and tight fitting short skirts? Is this how an airline represents Asia? Wearing sexy clothes? Ni tahap skirt pendek yg x sempat tonggek ok... If they really want to have a skirt as a costume, at least have it knee length or right below the knee... Even western airlines punye stewardess uniform pun tak sexy mcm ni... pastu ngan rambut panjang, blonde la, merah la... so unproffesional looking... yang paling best.. dahla skirt pendek nk mampus.. ade plak belah kat blakang kan... OMG... malu ok!!! This is so not how you represent Asia!!!

That was my 1st experience, and a very bad experience indeed.. owh, did I mention the 30 minute delay of the flight? I heard that 30 mins is not that bad... some passengers had to wait the whole day, even sleeping in the airport, just waiting for their delayed flight. Giler ke ape?

Now, last month, my uncle's wife's father... senang sebut, my auntie's father passed away (Al-Fatihah to Arwah Tok Adam) in Malaysia. Her parents are from Medan, Indonesia... so when he died, the Jenazah was brought back to Medan via Malaysian Airlines since that was the only flight available to take the body back to Medan. But my auntie, her mom n her children went on Air Asia. The flight was to be at 5pm. They arrived late at LCCT, due to the hectic arrangements of the jenazah to be flown back to Medan, because of immigration arrangement's and stuff. They arrived at 4.30pm... and rushed to the departure gate, shocked to find out that the gate was already closed... okla.. boleh diterima since International flight nyer boarding time is usually earlier then domestic... but this was regarding something unexpected, a family member who died and the family rushing to get home, to not miss the funeral.

The officers wouldn't let my auntie and her family in. The whole family was crying, almost everyone i the airport saw what happened, and the officer simply said " Kami nak buat cemane lagi? dah x boleh buat ape2 la... flight dah nk berlepas" with a sour face.. can you imagine that??!! Org tu bapak die dah mati and awak sbg flight officer bleh buat muke kerek mcm tu? At least have some sympathy to the poort family laaa... Plus, the plane was still there.. takkan derang tak boleh call up the captain and hold up the flight skejap... ni bukan org yg mengada2 nk lambat datang.. bende yg xboleh nk dielak ok!!! And... the best thing was.. the flight departed at 4.45pm!!! Woiii!!! When on the ticket it says departure at 5pm, you're suppose to depart at 5pm!! No earlier! That is against the regulations la!!!

Fine... dah tak cukup dengan tak bagi my auntie n her family masuk flight, the flight departing early, the officer buat muka kerek n selamba... guess what? They charged her and her family with cancellation cost and additional cost for the next available flight!!!!!!! OMG... this is too much. How can you do that to a person. What if that situation happened to you? What if it was your father or mom who died and someone treated you like this?? How would you feel??? The sad part was that, by the time my auntie n her mom n her children arrived, jenazah dah ditanam. The Jenazah couldn't wait because Arwah died the night before, so they had to tanam as soon as it reached there. The family couldn't stop crying, and is still saddened by the situation until now. We are all very dissapointed with the treatment Air Asia gave them..

Ni baru our experience with Air Asia... bayangkan how many others are out there? People just don't seem to mention it because of the cheap flights.. and some are just not aware of the rights of consumers and how customers should be treated.. that's why we don't hear a lot of ppl complaining.

Yes, we understand Air Asia being cheap as well... but seriously, to be reputable as an airline with bad service?? Is that how Air Asia wants to potray itself? mentang2 murah... so service pun mcm nak tanak je?? is that it?? Just because ramai org naik the flight because of it's cheapr price, doesn't mean you can treat people cheap as well. And what issit with the hidden costs and all? Not showing fuel and tax prices when showing the list of flight times and costs?? RM10 from KL-Johor... sounds cheap... bile tengok... bile masuk fuel and tax... it comes to RM60... yeah, still cheap la... but still, dengan limited luggage quote, dengan charge for food lagi... and not to mention the bad service, it's simply not worth it la...

I am talking as a consumer.. as a customer... this is my view... and a customer's view is very much important. Air Asia do something about this. I am talking on behalf of all other customers who have experience bad service flying with your airline.