Star Month

Felt like compiling my top favourites of stars around the world. Would do so through out the month up till end of March.



For a start... here's my top 10 Most Beautiful Female Stars of the World. Not in random order la.. coz I think they're all extremely beautiful woman.

Hands down.. Audrey Hepburn is the most stunning beauty ever.. No doubt about that. Mane nk cari as beautiful as her nowadays??

Zhang Ziyi... True Asian beauty I must say.. her porcelain skin is flawless... lawa2.

I personally love Sandra Bullock's beauty. Natural all over.. and a great actress.

Shiela from Down Under, Nicole Kidman.. the naturally Red haired beauty is one gorgeous lady!!! I love her!!!

Julia Robert's smile is beautiful.. and so are her eyes... I love her too!!!

Grace Kelly's beauty stole the heart of Prince Riener of Monaco.. She must look like a true Princess true his eyes.. and I agree. Wonder why her daughters and son don't follow in her lead.

Faith Hill, The country girl beauty... nah.. she's just beautiful la..

Tell me who's jaw didn't drop when we saw Catherine Zeta Jones in Mask of Zorro... lawa gile ok!!! It's like.. woahh!!!

Bollywood Beauty... Love her eyes... and everything else about Aishwarya Rai

This is mommy's favourite beauty.. i mean, for her beauty la.. Elizabeth Taylor.. especially when she was still young.

Master Yodee

If I don't graduate my Masters and am not called Master YoDEE after this.. I don't know what else I could do...

The workload of taking masters... sheesh kebab!!! It's tremendous! Sometimes it gets me thinking whether it was worth it quitting my job and pursuing full time studies. I just hope it does once I go back to career life in 2011. But no more banks please.. I want the true corporate world.. or simply my own business. Ngee~

I just dropped a subject yesterday.. due to pressure of maximum calculation load. 3 calculation subjects?? i just couldn't take it. And I couldn't understand a think for Quantitative Management. So I thought, since next semester is all theory based, I should push up QMT to next sem. Talked to my parents, and the Timbalan Dekan.. and they agreed that I should drop the subject. It also means no evening class on Wednesday.. Ngee~

Masters.. not easy as you thought it would be.. think it thoroughly before you take it.. Is it worth your time? Your money? your social life? If it is.. then move on with it. I gave it a thought.. and if it means that I get a better qualification n experience, and honestly, a better salary.. then I'm up for it. I will survive.. I will prevail!!!

Master YoDEE...hahaha!!

Classes... Phbttt!!!

Been a one week holiday.. and tomorrow.. well, more to say in 8 hours time, classes will start again.. for 10 weeks before the final semester break. OMG.. lame tu!!! Huhuhu..

Wasted my 1 week holiday by lepaking at home or going out with me mateys and loveys.. sighh~ Skrg br nk panic biler teringat all d tests and assignments coming up. Huhu..

Anyways.. missing my Incik like mad.. walaupun baru last Friday nite jumpe. I guess its because the past few times we met each other is just for a quick dinner or drink and not really going out. Eh wait.. Valentine's tu kire outing gak kan? hahaha.. But still!!! Rindu kot kat die tu... Him n his shaved hair head... not that I'm fond of it.. (I love his hair before more... sampai he says I love his hair more than I love him.Haha!)

Good thing is, Incik has also been preoccupied with work lately.. so that means the both of us will be pretty much busy with our own thing.. and not sorang je busy n the other one whining to go out. But then we'll try our best to squeeze in our dates here n there. Hopefully okla. If not pengsan kerinduan. Hakhakhak...

Well.. of to sleep now. Good night Malaysia.. Good Night Incik.... sayang u!!!

Lovers Day

Don't really spend Valentine's Day, since I knew about it's true meaning about 6 yrs ago.. But just for fun, I call it Lovers Day.. sounds better kan? Hahaha..

Anyway, spent Lovers day with him by buying my "missing top" at Zara, eating Beef & Chicken Teppenyaki @ The Gardens, Midvalley & watching The Wolfman @ GSC Signature Gardens, starring one of my favourite actors, Sir Anthony Hopkins. A good movie la.. not incredible. But good.. well yeah, we spent the whole 1 hour and 40 minutes snuggled up to each other. So that was good. Muehehehe.

Cabaran...

This whole week.. has been a very steep test of my patience... everything was rough n didn't run well at all. I just hope this thing doesn't drag further. I miss him and just want to be happy with him.

Different... totally.

No.1: Never compare your children with another person's child, let it be your's siblings children or your friend's children. These are two different people with different lives, minds n soul.


No.2: Never compare your children with yourself when you were young.. like 30 years ago. It's a totally different era, let alone... a totally different generation. You: Baby Boomers, Us: Generation Y.



I rest my case.

Sayang

Don't care what people say...

Don't care how people stalk me... (though I might need to hire a bodyguard soon)

Don't care bout the major differences.. because I don't feel them, neither does he...

We sayang each other and that's most important.

Me sayang you Incik



Ngee~

Because I said so...

It hurts to know that your doing is not being liked by your parents...

Sometimes I wonder what does really make them happy.. for me to find something that THEY love or for me to find something that I love... because now it seems that what makes them happy is if I get what they like and love and admire and not what I really want in life.

Of course, who doesn't want the best for their children.. but is it really what they're children want?? you think you know your own chil well.. but sometimes u have to learn more about them as they grow up.

I'm not their 17 year old daughter anymore.. I'm going on 27 with a mind and a dream of my own.. and I need to learn to make my own decisions and learn from my own mistakes. Playing safe all the time won't help me. I need to take chances and risks.

They've got to learn to let go... as long as I'm happy.. that should be all that matters.

Things that happen are in the hands of God.. how safe or not you protect yourselves, if things are meant to be in Gods plan, then they are meant to be...

Maybe that explains the broken line in my palm.. I'm alive.. but my heart gets broken often...

I don't need to hear my parents say Because I said so anymore. I need to say things for myself now.

Happy. Full Stop.

Sometimes you have to trust your instict and know when it's time to stop doubting yourself and other people. When you finally found your happiness that you've been searching for so long. You should be glad and not question things any further.

I AM HAPPY.

Guy talk

Had a talk with some of my close guy friends on relationship. Just to have an insight from the opposite side.

Banyak rupenye leh blajar dr derang.. why guys do what they do and what girls shouldn't do to tick them off. Hurmm..

Should have these conversations more often la...


*Sayang uuuuuu.....*

When the beat goes on...

Learning to love again... is not an easy task. Sometimes I wonder to myself, whether this is really love? or just a high definition infactuation phase. (ceh.. mcm TV plak) But something deep within me says that this is right. No hesitations, no taking a step backward.. everything moves in smoothly.. a few bumps, as normal.. but cleared off easily. I haven't felt this way for so long... that I'm not even sure whether I've ever even ever felt this way before.

Being with that particular person.. listening to his heart beat soothes me the most, apart from looking into his eyes and his smile.

Is this Love? Is it? Or is it just a phase that will fade away given time.

What is important though.. that at this precise moment. I am Happy. And that is all that counts. Whatever happens after... I leave it in the hands of God. Heartbreak is something we all go through in life.. so if that happens.. I'll be ready. In the mean time. I am Happy.

4am and wide awake...

My sleeping time has still not being turned to normal hours.. it goes normal like from Sunday to Tuesday.. because I have class.. then it goes all haywire again from Thursday to Saturday.

Hoping that this blogging will help me sleep.. just wanted to type up a few words before I curl up inside my blankie n try my best to ZzzzzZzz...

Ok.. so it's been in my mind for the past few days whether what I'm doing right now is right or wrong. Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't do it and move on.. sometimes my head screams.. STAY!!! I am staying at the moment.. but I wonder if that person really, really wants me to stay, or am I just a diversion of something he's trying to err.. divert from. Haha.. I wonder if the feelings are mutual. I really2 do wonder... It shows like it is.. but deep inside.. I dunno.. I just hope so cause I want to stick like glue to that person.

Owh.. it works!! I'm finally sleepy.. just a few words and sleep already. Good.. good..

Nitey nite everyone!!!