Penat...

Work has been tiring this past few days...
My gym routine has been tiring...
My sleep is not constant...
And now... ade plak org nk menambahkan lg my already not so good week...
Please... I don't need this now... seriously... I understand your place.. but I don't need you to merajuk like this, when all I need is a peace of mind form all the rush going through...

Penatla... seriously... sampai bile nk bg they paham... I'm 26 years old!!! I'm no longer that little girl...

Haihhh.... Penat... I need time alone... but I know now is not the right time.. nanti mesti lg huru hara...

Penat.... :(

I miss you...

I am deeply missing you...

Who??

I don't know... I'm just missing someone or something that I'm not quite sure of...

Snowpuff

Snowpuff died just now around 5pm... Bless him... He will be deeply missed...

OMG!! I am sooo going to miss my cat.. kecik2 dulu die suke sgt sleep in my room.. on my bed.. n mesti kat muke I.. so when I turn, muke I kat muke die or ekor die.. pastu die purr kuat2.. I'm going to miss him tergolek2 kat my kaki when I come near him... He will be sorely missed...

R.I.P. Snowpuff 2005-Feb 2009

Kehkeh...

still in McD.. Minah sbelah I ni, sedap giler mkn sundae die.. Cam nikmat je... Hahaha... Owh.. She's alone too..

She's enjoying alone time with her sundae.. Hahaha...

Sowang2...

For the 1st time in 2 weeks, I lunch alone again.. Nisya amik cuti, Mahathir is on MC... Sepatutnya I pun amik MC, because dpt minor food poisoning... But damn did it hurt like mad last night.. Sampai xleh tido... Dok memulas2 perut mcm kene tikam.. Ni pun ade sket lg.. But better la dr smalam.. At least bleh berjln n gi keje...

It's somewhat sometimes nice to have lunch alone.. Coz u get to have your own time n personal time to think n ponder... But at times.. Being alone is sooo not nice.. Mase time camni la trase sunyi gile...

I'm in McD now.. Alone.. And a few couples are surrounding me.. Being lovey dovey n what not.. Aiyooo... Nak gak!!! Hahaha...

It's already February.. N I haven't found the right person yet... I got 10 months and 2 weeks to go to achieve my azam thn ni..: nk bf...

Pening gak mommy dok bising2 pasal me being only friends with the guys n not more... Pening gak bile mommy dok constantly tanye dah ade anyone serious ke x... But what am i suppose to do?? Advertise myself as single, available n searching kat dlm surat khabar??? Hahaha...

Mommy is pulling me more n more to gatherings yg ade mak2 org or like functions n stuff.. Tujuannye: nk cr bakal mertua yg ade potential son... Ish... Sampai kesitu haa....

I don't blame her though.. I just follow along at times.. I mean.. Me being anak tunggal.. she just wants happiness for me.. And i bet, she wants anak lelaki.. And especially cucu... Haha...

I won't stop searching for the potential guy though.. I'm keeping my options wide opened... Sape nk berkenalan.. Silakan.. But time will tell whether org tu sesuai jd my 'pasangan hidup, sehidup semati, heart n soul, etc'...

P/S: Like I said.. I'm not desperate.. This is called LONELINESS. It's something you don't want to end up being... Desperate is like.. Tergila2 nk cari partner.. I blum tahap gile.. But dah tahap sunyi giler... Same ke?? Hahaha....

Before battery hp ku tiong... Me signing out now from McD... Ya rabbi.. Fish fillet pun x sentuh lg.. Hahaha...