Saturday, September 27, 2008

Sayu...

Yeah, I'm going to New York and having Raya there...

The thought of going to New York is ever so exciting... but when it comes to the part where this is going to be my 3rd Raya away from home... I feel a bit down..

Was hearing Raya songs and wishes here n there.. and I couldn't help myself to feel sayu... teringin nak dengar takbir from Balai Islam pepagi bute.. teringin nak makan lemang n ketupat with rendang kat dining table with my parents...

Nampaknye memang makan burger la pepagi Raya tu.. Well, I survived 2 Raya's away from home.. so I guess this would be ok.. The good thing is, at least Daddy & Mommy are here this time to celebrate Raya with me, be it in a foreign country or not.

My flight leaves at 9.15am fom KLIA.. estimated arrival is at 6.30pm in Newark International Airport on Saturday New York time, which is 6.30a.m in the morning, Kuala Lumpur time..

dah siap packing dah... now nak get some rest.. hopefully leh tido on the plane.. it's an effin' 22 hour flight... pengsan!!!

Anyway,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN to all my family and friends!!! Kalau ade slaah silap.. harap di maafkan.

Will be back on the 6th of October!!! See you guys!! Gonna miss you!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Saya penat...

Lagi nak dekat amik cuti ni... lagi berlambak kerja... but xdela seterok last week kan.. but still kali ni sampai saty back until 8pm.. dah 2 hari dah... sebab nk settle stuff2 ni semue kene take time and kene detail... tu yg xlarat tuu...

Hopefully lepas I reveal keje2 I kat meeting besok, derang tau and sedar how busy I can actually get, without them giving me more n more jobs to do...

Anyway... still excited... 2 more days... Big Apple, here I come!!!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Saye juge buat survey Kawen...

1.How old are you?
~25.


2. are you single
Yeshh...


3. in what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ I used to target 24.. so that has long past.. hahaha.. so maybe around 27 or 28... ape2 pun, before 32 lah.... ngee~~


4. do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
~ I'm with too many person now.. muahahahha

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
~ Anyone that god has chosen for me to marry... that special someone...

6. do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
~ A garden but traditional wedding.. nak gamelan band and nak bunga2 warna putih and merah penuh around the garden.

7. your ideal motif?
~ candles, flowers (red n white, lilies, jasmines n roses), those small lights that look like raindrops... gamelan band of course... and at the end of the reception, a slow dance...

8. where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ Datai Langkawi or Sabah if in Malaysia, and Jamaica or Seychelles if overseas.. I got this thing about islands and beaches and the sea...

9. how many guests do you think you’ll invite?
~Haritu me n my mom dah kire... almost 600 guests jugak la kan... aiyoooo

10. do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ In the middle... not too much, not too little.. just nice.

11. do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
~Lafaz Nikah laaa....

12. how many layers of cake do you want to have?
~ errrr.... I nak that wedding chocolate cake that I saw kat Chocolate Factory dulu... tiga tingkat je.. but every part of it is edible... bleh share ngan semue org.. pastu2... ade red rosed on top od the cake.. lawa gileeee....


13. do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
~Tengok budget.. maybe akad nikah kat umah, then reception kat hotel...

14. when do you want to get married, evening or morning?
~ Doesn't matter kot... ntah.. never really thought about it... errr... pagi kot... hahhaha..

15. you’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~Depends on the weather on that said time..

16. do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
~ Bride & Groom masuk skali kan.... seperti biasa.. diiring kompang.. tanak pipe-in music please... nak bebudak kecik main kompang... comey jer...


18. name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
~ The Way You Look Tonite - Rod Stewart punyer version and Besame Mucho - Andrea Bocelli punye version.


19. are you a morning person or a night person?
~ I'm an owl... does that explain anything?? Hahahaha..


20. do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ Light one....

21. what age do you want to get married?
~when I'm ready and when I've found 'The One'


22. describe your ideal husband/wife.
~Honestly?? The one that can hold you up when you're down.. the one that understands your every move and the way you think and respects that, the one that loves you for you, educated, responsible has a good head on his shoulder, family orientated, animal lover.. haha.. caring, tolerant, and in many ways loves me unconditionally...


23. do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~Fine dining kot.. but make sure the food that are being serve yg jenis senang nak potong and lembut... hahaha

24. champagne or red wine?
~ Sparkling grape juice?? Hahaha...

25. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ A week or two after the wedding... bg hilang penat the prep for wedding dulu... then baru leh enjoy the honeymoon... kan? kan?


26. money or hosusehold item?
~ Suke hati la org nk kasi kitorg ape... janji Ikhlas.. kang bukak gift register baru tau.. hahahhahaa..


27. who will pay for the bills?
~Both sides of the family as well as us, the wedded couple... ngee~


28. are you ready for married life?
~ Not really la...


29. do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
~Hahahaahahaha.....


30. will u always be true to your wife/husband?
~ Of course...


31. how many kids do u like?
~ Sebanyak yang mampu kami sayangi dan tanggung... but the ideal would be 4 for me... 2 laki, 2 pompuan.. just nice.


32. a new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ Tengok budget and necessity at that point of time..


33. will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
~ Platinum ade tak??? Milennium wedding??? Walawey... A lifetime wedding laa...


34. what kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
~ The Indian blood in me says Chicken Tikka, Pulao Rice, Dalcha, Fish Curry, Prawn Masala and of course rendang Tok!!
~ The Chinese part of me says Wantan Soup, Dim Sum, Hailam fried rice, sesame chicken and Chinese tea
~The English part of me says Ceasar Salad, Wild Mushroom Soup, Grilled Stuffed Chicken/ Pan fried Seabass
The Fusion part of me says start of with clear mushroom soup, pulao/white rice with chicken tikka, mixed vege in oyster sauce, fish curry, prawn masala, rendang tok, and for dessert, crepe suzzete with icecream on top.

P/S: Nampak sangat the indian blood overrules... hahahaha!!!


35. will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
~Both... then loads and loads of pictures as well... Ngee~~


36. whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? choose 5 person as Your friend?
1 . Mimah
2. Zeryn
3. Suraya
4. Ainee
5. One of my guy friends...

Downs...

This week... started of fairly good... then it went down and down... and yeah, i broke down coz I couldn't take it anymore...

Too much work, too much transactions, too much nagging & demanding & rude customers, not much communication & cooperations from colleagues...

Then the thing that contribute it all to me breaking down... something I don't like hearing.. something that kept me thinking and wondering, 'where did I go wrong?' something that was a wee bit painfull for me to take in after what seems like too much pressure from each corner of the world..

My headache has been going for 3 days, my eating habit has fallen back... I'm not eating and sleeping well... I'm not feeling well myself this week with my monthly women sickness... it's just a mix of emotional turmoil.

Too much I guess... dugaan. That's what it is.. I'm just hoping and praying that things will get better soon... In work, in life in everything... It's something I've been putting up with for sooo long... so I'm sure I can get thru this as easy...

Wish me luck!!

And to my friends... thanks for putting up with me crying and babbling... you guys didn't need to put up with me, but you guys did, you guys were by my side... and I appreciate that. Love you...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Sakit...

Sakit Peyot...

Harini memule keje best.. pastu tak best... rase cam nak tampar je semue org... sebenarnye nak tampar sorang je.. hahahaha...

Saye penat.. tp tak reti2 nak tido.. degil betul saya ni... ishhh...

Monday, September 8, 2008

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

Today is my Daddy's 55th Birthday...

Celebrated hi Birthday with a buka puasa at D'Tandoor... kenyang ooo..

Anyway... Happy Birthday Daddy!!! I love u a lot!!!

Mmuahh!! Mmuaahh!!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

A weekend that wasn't quite a weekend...

This weekend, ku sangat penat... volunteering for the bank to distribute flyers around Kepong and Jinjang during puasa is not something we should do...

One thing is that.. penat berjalan sampai berejam2... berpeluh n dahaga giler... and to face rejections from those ppl. yg xnak amik the flyers.. amik ko.. aku sumbat je kat wiper kreta n kat mailbox.. hahahahaha...

The second and worse thing is to go through a few real dirty n smelly places... seriously.. trase cam.. ok, why wasn't this part of town taken into consideration?? Buduk, kotor, full of stray dogs... seriously... ngan bau sampah nyer semua.. I had to really control myself from vomiting... geli ok..

Then today, gi pasar kepong... the same thing too.. kotor n busuk... n I saw frogs being slaughetered n sold in front of me... the skin dah kene siat, but katak tu still gerak2.. Eeewwww... betul2 sbelah I plak tuh.. depan tu, org jual katak idup, ayam ketuk n pork... aiyooo... rase nak pengsan je... kembang2 dah my tekak mase tu....

It shows that the new mixed government isn't doing any better la kot.. same je everywhere pun... no changes yet... makin terok adela kot... anyway, not going to comment any further on it laa...

So for both days, ku kepenatan gile babs.. balik2 umah jer wash up n tros tertido for hours...
dengan kena ujan n panas semue... now I feel like i'm going to have a fever. Hopefully tak la... dahla besok banyak keje kena buat... haiyooo... tensi2...

I need a break... can't wait for my holiday in 2 weeks time.. really can't wait. Tak larat tul... I mean, job is ok.. but sometimes u can't run from feeling stressed up la kan...

Okie dokie... I'd better take a rest.. kalo dah x larat sgt.. I might just work half day tomorrow.. settle everything in the morning, n go off in the afternoon..

Monday, September 1, 2008

Horoscope...

Twas hovering my facebook, when I noticed today's quote for my sign, Gemini. It says this:

Friends and companions are back into friendly territory again.
You kind of feel like they have all been on a see-saw of emotions lately,
traveling the spectrum from loving empathy to dark despair and then back again.
True, they are a bit bi-polar right now, but they are sincere.
This is kinda accurate, I have to say. Memang a few time ago.. everyone was on a see-saw of emotions n tantrums n quarelling here n there.. but all is ok now... hopefully.