Ramadhan...

Besok Puasa... dah 3 tahun x puasa ngan my family.. tak puasa kat M'sia.. tomorrow will be the 1st after 3 years berpuasa kat negara orang...

And tomorrow is also my Birthday kalo ikot bulan Islam.. yeah... I'm born in 1 Ramadhan.. thn brape... jgn tanye.. x ingat.. hehehehe...

Anyways... Selamat Berpuasa everyone!!!

Services...

Being in the servicing line, especially when you're in the front line.. You realise how silly people can be.. and how inconsiderate they are at times. You also realise how selfish u've been in the past or how picky n non stop complaining you've been to other people in the same line.

When I go to shops or restaurant, and the service is bad.. mmg kenkadang terase nk cekik sekor2 org tu.. but then I stop to think.. Hey, I'm in that situation now where I work. Meeting all sorts of people everyday... Kengkadang it's not their fault that they make mistakes n sometimes, its just mere human error.. people can run from mistakes.. we can prevent them.. but it will happen at least once in our life. And sometimes they're not to be blamed either. Ade mase tu.. customers dtg bertimbun2... n masing2 wants us to service them... masing2 byk songeh.. n we ourselves become grumpy n kelam kabut. N when that happens, it's easy to make mistakes coz fikiran tgh bercelaru.

Ade mase tu pulak... Kite dah buat elok, tapi customer yg tak paham2 or fail to understand the situation, n put the blame on us. Then there's the part of how some of us aren't well trained, and sometimes we can't be blamed, but it's the employers who should train their employees so that they know better what to do.

Because of this, I try my best to restrain myself from getting upset on sales people or people form the service line. At times when I'm in my over friendly mood, I'd actually talk to the sales people n make friends with them.. haha.. It actually helps when you be nice to these fornt liners.. at least we help in making their work day a little bit better. That's how I feel la.. when there are so many crappy customers to deal with, and at least once customer that is friendly to you... your day tends to lighten up a bit. And at least you can afford to smile and not be moody the whole day.

So my friends, if you meet with the salesperson that attends to you.. try not to give them such a hard time. Maybe they've been through one already, and by us complaining n nagging away,won't hurt that much. Look at the surrounding.. maybe there's too much work to be done, to many people to handle... you can never know.

But I do admit.. some service people are just plain ignorant n bengap... mangkuk hayun n blur... yg ni mmg xdpt nk tolong la.. kalo ckp simple sentences pun derang xleh paham.. then something wrong somewhere la kan... yg tu takpe kalo nk marah.. hahaha..

Anyway, that's all I need to say at the moment.. till I blog again.. tadi rase cam byk je benda nk blog.. tetibe dah bukak lappy.. mcm hilang semue idea.. hahahahaha...

Happy

Happy 51st Independence Day Everyone!!!

Wahahaaha...

Lame2 kalo keje macam ni.. bleh gile!!! Hopefully bende cam arini x jd lagi.. Kelam kabut nak mampus...

Tak cukup staff.. and me n my fren had to run up n down to assist customer buka account la, ask quiestion la, buat transaction la ape la... haiyooo... gile2... x sabar nk cuti Merdeka.. 3 hari cuti pun jadilaa... huhuhu...

Day Out...

Smalam went out with Syaz n Aral, after what seems like months the three of us didn't hang out together. The best thing was.. all three of us coincidentaly pakai white... xde planning langsung.. kebetulan je.. wahh.. sehati sejiwa!! Hahahahaha...

Had lotsa fun... went to Midvalley n watched 'Don't Mess with the Zohan' yg lawak n dirty nak mampus!!! then gi late lunch kat Spaghetti Grill.. a subsidiary of Chilli's.. sedap2..

Pastu on our way out, we parked kat Gardens, so jln ke situ.. then ade promotion booth for Miss Dior Cherie.. skali ade minah ni approach kitorg and kate, buy a perfume n get a free makeover n photoshoot... memula i didn't want to.. because nanti kesian Syaz n Aral tunggu.. but all of them persuaded me to go.. gile2 punye persuade... hahahahaha... So I pun beli la d perfume.. then dpt la free makeover n photoshoot.. best tauuu... makeup2 n buat rambut.. rase cam model plak.. hahaha.. but best la.. rase pampered gile... the boys were their to watch everything.. I suruh derang gi jalan2 pun derang xnak... 'don't want to miss a thing' bak kate derang.. hahahaha!!!

After that we went to pavilion plak to have starbucks... talked n laughed.. was a good time. Skali after that.. kitorg xde keje.. pegi Lorong Haji Taib, tengok all the transvenstite prostitutes... hahahaha!!! Giler sexy n lawa2... yg dah tua ganyut pun ade.. yg lawak tu.. this one old prostitute.. siap adjust2 boobs die... hahahahahahahha!!!

Then gi Tasik Kelana Jaya to see tempat2 gay guys sell themselves... semue pun lelaki ok!! Takut... I siap kate kat Aral n Syaz.. u guys better jalan pegang tangan... so that derang x kacau kite.. hahahaha...

Then balik umah.. transfer2 gambar and cakap2 lg... at the end.. we went into a group hug. I almost cried.. but was ok after that... best best!!!

Here are some pictures.. nk tengok lg... go to my myspace and friendster ek.

Ngeheh...

I think I have yet again come to a point where I am comfortable in being single and available. Despite the numerous times where I do feel lonely, but I think that I am better off where I am right now. Maybe later I'll consider to be into a relationship again.. for now.. let's just browse through, shall we?? Hehehe...

Kahwin lagi...

Woke up late today.. biase laa.. kate pun weekend kan.. haha..

Anyways, when I went down, My grandparents, Tok Wan n Mama was here.. So just ckp2 biase.. until la derang was about to go back.. then Mama cakap:

"Awat, dengar kata Nadeeya nak sambung blajaq kat overseas lagi?? Laaa... mama baru dok kumpul duit nak beli bunga telor.. ingat cucu Mama dah nk kawin.. bila Nadeeya nak kawen??"

Me: Ish mama... ape cakap ni?? Daddy ada ni...

Mama: (laughing) Ya laa.. bila mama nk tengok cucu mama kawin??

Me: Cemana mama?? Calon takda lagi..

Mama: Haaa.. nanti mama carikan naa??... Kawin laa.. awak tu dah umoq brapa.. ramai tu org kawin skarang ni.. Mama teringin gak nak tgk cucu mama kawin sorang... Awak tu kerja dah ada, semua ada... cukup dah kalo nak kawin..

Me: Ok.. bubbye Mama!!!

Mama: (laughing all the way to the car) Oklah... bye2 lah!!


Haiyoooo... My grandma pun dah cakap pasal kawin?? I ingat lagi.. a few months ago.. she was like.. "Nadeeya toksah la nak kawin dulu... kerja elok2 dulu... baru kawin.. muda lagi.. takpaaa..."

And now this??? Ahahahahaha... *pengsann*

Ape nak buat?? Cari calon?? Hahahaha... Whatever it is.. I want to try and stay single until the end of the year.. just to clear all things of my shoulders before I commit myself into a relationship.. yet alone marriage!!!

Perginya Melor...

About 2 hours ago... our family lost our cat, Melor. She was my mom's cat.. Dad bought Melor with her brother Putra, 2 weeks after I left for Welly. It was a gift from my dad to my mom to keep her company.

Putra went missing about a year ago. And tonite, we lost Melor. We suspect she accidentaly ate poison, because prior to her death, funny smelling liquid was coming out from her body.

I was the one who found her lying weakly at our car porch. I noticed the fluid coming out of her. I quickly called up Mom, and she asked me to bring Melor to the vet. I had an instict to call the Vet 1st, so I called, but the vet was already closed.

The only vet I could think of at that time was the 24 hour animal hospital at Jln Tun Razak. Dad didn't let me go.. he said he'll bring Melor, right the nxt morning, and hopefully she would survive till then. Apparently not.

I went to dinner, and once Mom came back, she looked after Melor. Melor looked at mom's face as Mom was holding her. Melor was gasping and whining by that time. Mom then went to the kitchen (Melor was in the guest toilet at that time), to see Melor's kitten. When she came back into the toilet. Melor had died... Mom called dad to come down, and when Dad picked up Melor's lifeless body, he said there was this weird, acidic smell coming out form Melor's body. That's when dad figured she must have ate poison, or even worse, been poison by one of the neigbours. Because he told us that when he was a child, the same thing happened to his cat. The same way Melor died.

The sad part was, Mom n me was always scolding Melor for not taking care of her kittens, these past few days. And suddenly she died. Death was upon her.

In memory of Melor.. may she rest in peace..


Melor at 1 years old...

Melor doing her manja2 act at one years old.

This pic was taken about a month ago... Melor tetibe nk tergolek2 kat depan kitorg... Her tummy was as big as a football this time... Two weeks after this pic, she gave birth..

This pic was taken a few days ago. Gonna miss you Melor... :(

P/S: I don't believe when people say, kalo amik gambar kucing, Nanti die cepat mati... because I always take pictures of Cutie Pie.. and she has lived for 11 years now... It's just fate and Ajal...

My Motok2 Leen...

The Birthday Girl...

The happy family... Leen, Rayyan and Hasri... Leen tgh 7 weeks pregnant... Rayyan nk dpt adik!!!

Rayyan kene kacau ngan kitorg.. cute giler budak ni... my Godson... aaaawwww...

Ni Ariff, Azleen's nephew... Kak Long nyer son.. he's 9 months older than Rayyan.. yg bestnye.. Ariff was born a few days before Rayyan was conceived...

Here's us... Hasri, Leen, Zeryn, Me, Mimah and Farah dok kat depan.. Hasif dok amik our pic...

The ladies...

Inila Nadeeya... org dok sebok2 tgk gambar... I sempat posing.. hahahahaha!!

Yesterday we celebrated my best friend, Leen's bday party kat Bora Asmara.. it was suppose to be a suprise party.. menjadi la gak.. but didn't turn out the way we wanted to.. agak kelam kabut. Tp takpe.. we had fun anyway... hehehe...

To not be in denial...

A lot of people have told me

"Everyone is busy and everyone has their own life to deal with. Not everyone can succumb to get together a lot of time or to even keep in contact"

I've heard this statemen from my family and friends.. and I've heard this statement since I could even understand what it means.

Growing up as the only child has its pros n cons... the pros was that there is no undivided love and attention from my parents. And there are also some other benefits that I would rather not disclose here.

The cons were that I couldn't help but do feel alone. There were times in my life that my parents hardly were home... there were even times that my parents didn't know i was growing up... or to see my 1st step or say my 1st word. There were times where I was left at home with nenek or my servant while my parents were busy at work.

Then it came to a point where I grew up and started to have good friends... until now.. I must say that I am blessed with good friends I must say. Promising each other that we will always be there for each other shouldn't be a promise.. maybe we should rephrase that word and let it sound like this

"We will always be with each other when in need AND when we're not busy with our own lives, this is not a promise.. this is a verbal, unconfirmed contract"

Does it sound like I have abandonment issues?? Hrmm.. maybe... but the truth is.. I am tired of having to listen to people saying that they are busy, when what they really are is busy to talk or msg ME... if I don't find out.. fine.. but when I do.. that's what hurts the most. I guess being the only child, somehow I do feel lonely.. and who do I turn to when my parents are not the ones to talk to?? My friends of course... Yeah.. fine.. let me lay it out... sometimes I do feel neglected to a point where I think... why should it be me who always do the following up with friends? How come I don't have the power to not msg my friends and ask them how they are?? Why should it always be me to make the 1st move?? Sometimes I wonder...

Yes... at points, me myself is busy with work.. sometimes it takes me the whole day to reply even one msg... but at least I do... I try to take my phone during lunch, in the toilet (yes, in the toilet) or any chance I get to reply a single msg... maybe it's a human fact that sometimes we do tend to forget or overlook communicating with someone we need to. If I haven't been replying someone's msg... do let me know so that I can repair that mistake... please... thank you.

There are some people who say... Nadeeya... u ni kalo xde kawan u.. mati ke?? Can't u be independent??? A point given there... am I NOT independent??? Have I not been going through my life independetly?? Have my parents lied to me when they say... "We're proud of you... you're an independent girl now"... Sometimes I can't figure out things when it comes to this... Am I the problematic one? Or I simply just can't see the fact that everyone is freaking busy including me and that I am in denial of being busy just to accomodate everyone or rather to keep in touch with everyone???

The answers remain silent... Life is meant to go on.. and to go on I will... If I need to find solace in new people in my life from time to time... than that is what I will do...

New addition to the family...

These are the new additions to the family... Dari atas... anak2 Melur, born 4 days ago.. but the orange one died yesterday... Melur is a bad Mommy.. die x reti jage anak2 die.. last2Cutiepie yg jd ibu susu anak2 die... Cutipie herself has three kittens, born last week.. (the 3 kittens on the glass table).

The one yg gambar asing2 tu.. is anak Lily.. 3 kittens, born a month ago... Berpeluh I nk amik gambar derang coz derang can start running.. so I had to even crawl to take their pic.. huhu... Lily is suppose to have 5 kittens, but 2 died.. i dunno why.. just found them dead the nxt morning after they were born.. huhu..

Now, all in all we have 13 cats!!!!

8.8.08

Everyone seems to talk about this date.. Lucky number la n what not... but honestly this date wasn't a good one for me at all... Nada!!

Aral told me that kalo org India.. number 8 ni unlucky.. adekah sebab I ni ade darah Indian, I was unlucky?? Hahahahahahahha... tapi I ade darah Cina gakk.. Ishh...

Anyway... the morning of 8/8/08 started of ok at 1st.. until I opened up my office e-mail.. N there it was... a forwarded e-mail from my supervisor to me, telling me to reply to my big boss ASAP. I pun cam... heh?? E-mail ape plak ni?? I scrolled down to see the e-mails that my big boss sent to everyone... EVERYONE ok!!!

His first e-mail: Putri Nadeeya,I thought we talked about putting words into action.. what have you done??

His second e-mail, two days after: How come no one is replying to this email?? Why aren't u doing the necessary? You are failing to do the necessary follow up!!

Apparently... both e-mails were sent to everyone BUT me... and he was angry at ME!! Budus... mane nak tau... die tak antar e-mail to kat I... cc-ed the e-mail to practically everyone in my branch but not me... and tetibe nak marah I pasal x balas e-mail die. Plus the whole thing was about a small issue of whether some new brochures have been put into display ke tak...

Terkedu kejap I.. marah pun ye... I was shaking.. coz I was damn angry.. I went into the workplace and talked to my supervisor.. telling her that I did not at all receive an e-mail form my big boss, and suddenly he's mad at me for no reason. My supervisor told me to ignore it coz my big boss had nothing else to do but to bug everyone about the littlest things. No one likes him apparently.. not my colleagues, not my supervisor, not my boss..

But I didn't keep quite.. instead, I replied his e-mail:

Sorry Sir, but if you noticed, both e-mails dated on the 5th and 7th, did NOT have my name as the e-mail receiver. I knew nothing about it. Anyway, everything has been updated for quite some time ago. I have followed up with the respective people and they have told me what to do and I have done it. All other things have been updated from time to time. THANK YOU.

The whole day.. none of us in the branch received an e-mail form my big boss... Then my boss gave me an e-mail: Good Job Nadeeya, Keep it up!!

And my supervisor and my colleagues were like : Wahh.. Nadeeya.. ever since you replied to his e-mail... we haven't heard form him the whole day... he must realise what he has done...

Terasa sangat rebelious.. but I felt good.. he needs a peace of his own medicine.. dok membantai org tak tentu pasal this whole week..

That was just the beginning of the day. The whole day was very busy as well... some people were a little bit inconsiderate... going for lunch all at once. Ade sorang minah tu.. dah gi lunch, pastu customer die ajak gi lunch, die kuar lagi.. then I was left alone at the centre.. tak bleh nak naik atas for lunch.. my tummy was growling.. and by the time one of them came down.. it was too late.. my customer was about to come.. so I couldn't go for lunch...

Tu lg satu.. my customer kate nk dtg between 2-2.30.. but by 2.45.. still x muncul2.. last2 I just went up to have my lunch. When I came down at 3.30.. the centre was like an open hse.. it was filled with people.. all my colleagues pun kelam kabut.. except for one la.. x abih2 dok ckp phone ngan customers die.. langsung xnak tengok kat luar, org tgh kelam kabut ke tak.. until I call her out to help.. pastu die terkejut... heh.. budus..

Operations closes at 4pm.. and I had 3 transactions to do for my customers. The one that was suppose to come, just left his cheque with my friend. So didn't have the chance to talk to him. Huhhh... Anyway... kelam kabut I nk siapkan all the transactions and pass it to operations. I had to beg the operations to wait, because dgn nak layan those customers yg ade kat situ lagi.. nk buat my transactions lagi... giler.. sangat2 giler.. Di tambahkan lagi... my computer harini saje je nak buat gile... dok lembab jer memanjang. Haihhhh.... rase nk breakdown there n then jugak..

By 5pm baru things slowed down.. but I still had some things to do before I left... buat punyer buat keje... tersedar kene amik Mommy kat Shah Alam. Then I kate kat my supervisor nak balik.. n she was like.. "Yeah.. u better go home... u had such a busy and restless day today.. I fear that u might not turn up for work on Monday" Hahahaha... die takut I brenti!! Hahahaha... then she and another friend of mine cakap "Your position is very important.. u have to manage a lot of things, face and deal with a lot of things, and do contstant follow up with people.. so far you've done a very good job, If u're not here... we'd be in a mess" Supervisor I ngan sorang tu jela cakap.. yang lg sorang yg dok buat hal memanjang... just senyum je.. heh.. jeles la tu!!! Muahahahaha!!! That cheered me up a little laa..

Then on the way to Shah Alam plak.. traffic jam terok giler!! A 25 min drive to Shah Alam, took me almost 1 and a half hour!! Semue org berebut nak balik umah... Beijing Olympics punye pasal!!! Giler tul..!!! But I was kept company by Aral. who called me up mase tgh sangkut kat jam tu.. both of us pun sangkut kat jam on opposite sides of the road.. Kitorg dok crite our day and dok buat lawak memanjang... crite punye crite.. tau2 je... masing2 dah nk sampai our destination.. hahahaha!!

The night was ok after that... but I was psychologically tired... Mommy and Daddy assured me that I had to stand up for what is right.. but again, if there was the slightest hint that my big boss nak cari pasal again ngan I, then there must be something wrong laa... and daddy siap cakap.. kalo mamat tu dah melampau sangat.. early next year pun u bleh quit.. paling2 pun tunggu dah confirm keje.. Hahaha...

That was my 8.8.08 ladies n gentleman... not a good day, huh?? Well... better days are soon to come...

Blanket Man...

Nau mai, haere mai..

Tgh cakap ngan Ellie.. pasal how we missed Welly.. tetibe ingat kat Blanket Man...

Blanket Man, or his real name Ben Hana... is a homeless man in the streets of Wellington City. Die ni, government nak tolong die.. but die tanak... die suke dok kat luar... wearing nothing but loincloth and covering himself with a purple or grey blanker on cold days.

Die ni x kacau org.. tapi mak aihhhh... kalo lalu kat die.. busok giler!!!! Owh.. and ramai org yg baik hati... belikan die cake laa... burger king laa... some even give him an mp3 ok!!! Kalo tengok die dok hangguk2 tu... tgh dgr mp3 die la tu.. ntah ade battery ke tak... tak tau laaa... But there were a few times where he was caught by the police for trying to steal a motorcycle..

Owh.. the reason die suke dok kat luar, is because he believes in the Maori God of the Sun "Tama-nui-te-rā". And he believes that by staying outside, getting direct sunlight... he'll get more wisdom ke ape ntah from the Sun God...


Here's a couple of pic of the ever so famous blanket man... he was there through out my whole 3 years kat Welly...

For laughs and for memories...

Here's a video clip of one of the song, the 244 Cantique's got addicted to.. still love the song.. hahahaha...