Someone to search for...

Call me choosy, call me picky... But I will settle for nothing less...

I have given myself the best that I can afford, therefore I need someone to give me their best that they can afford..

I'm not asking for labels and diamonds and such... I am asking for a commitment, of the best that they can offer to me...

Yes, I am important to my family, to myself, therefore to be with me, I must be important to thy self...

I am tired of taking care of a guy... so in this sense, I need a guy to take care of me instead... to be there for me, and whom is worth for me to love and care for and for me to call important in return...

I am not seeking for someone wealthy or whom can affored luxury, I am not seeking for someone with a PhD... I am seeking for someone stable enough to give me the comfort and happiness and responsibility I am looking for.

Will I find such person?? Hopefully I will... All I'm asking is to have someone to treat me as important and to offer me the best that they can offer...


Cerewet? Picky? Choosy? Maybe... but I won't settle for unhappiness again. This is my life, this is my families life... and I want the best for it.

Memang confused...

Office I ni kan... mmg confused... n suke bg org confused.... Now I dah bertambah confused, on what position I have to take.. I was offered another 2 position, other than becoming a Relationship Manager, because they still think I'm too new n not enough experience to become an RM... huhu... Now I have to choose whether to remain in the branch and stick to what I do know.. which is becoming everyones secretary or do admin work in HQ or become a Dual Currency Specialist cum advisor... sounds nice.. but x larat la nak tengok forex movement every minute for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week kan... huhhh....

See how it goes la.. had a talk with my parents and some of my friends.. and I'm already leaning towards taking the Branch Distribution position kat HQ... kene gi situ, then pegi la.. nk wat cemane.. huhu...

Changes...

There are times where we have to except the changes in life... nothing remains the same... especially when it comes to the human heart... it could change everyday, every hour, every minute, every second...

It is when you can't except the changes that you can't move on, because you're stuck in the past.. you're to comfortable in the past that you don't want changes, and when change does come, it hurts you or affects you in some ways...

Friends, over time change.. especially when we go through the phases in life, career, relationships... nothing is the same... closeness, could somewhat be something of a pass...

I for one, am a person who sometimes find it hard to except changes in a friendship... because when I get into one, I hold on to it dearly.. but as time goes by, and I feel that my grip is loosening, I find it hard to let go or except the fact... I sometimes expect things to change the way I want or think it should be, but eventually, that won't happen... I guess I will learn slowly to face these changes around me... I find it hard some times... and I still do... It's just that I am good at hiding my feelings towards these changes that people don't realise that my mind is boggling away with these feelings.

Changes... it's the ever evolving world... if one can change with the world as well as one can change with the technology or economy, in terms of tech and economic enthusiast... it will be much easier, but alas... nothing is easy in life.. it is the ability or the learning to except these changes overtime and be strong with it, makes you move on with it... sometimes so rough, you hit yourself in the head to hard, sometimes so smooth, you don't even realise it happening... It's all about how you bring about yourself...




P/S:God Dammit... I don't wanna care anymore about what other people say that makes me uncomfy... I do what I do, when I want it, where and how I want it, as long as I am happy and I know that what I do is the right thing for me... not for anyone else... there! I don't want to take care of other people anymore, well what I mean is that, I don't want to care about people who don't want to care about me... I'm taking care of myself and my family...

Said my part.... This is my opinion, this is what I think...

Perjalananku ke negara jiran..

Tak tersusun la gambar ni... anyway... here's some things that I did in Jakarta & Bandung recently..
Gedung Samudera, Anchol: It's like a mini searworld laa.. so there's some animal shows n stuff.. Ni hippo yg sgt besar.. Huhu.. Hippo pun org bleh train..

The dolphins: My favourite of all times... comel gile... I wish I could swim with 'em

The dolphins sgt graceful... I want a dolphin!!!

Hot springs, Bandung: Here's my dad and my grandparents tgh merendam kaki kat telaga air panas.. panas giler ok!! tapi best... if u look closely, u can see that daddy's feet are already turning red..

Sea world Aquarium: This is during feeding time... byk giler ikan, sampai the divers nk gerak pun susah... and the best part is, the sting rays come and hug and kiss the divers.. saje je nk membodek the divers so that they get the 1st meal... haha

The kambings: they sell them by the road side.. for Qurban... hahahaha.. kesian kambing2 ni..

The Indonesian Menu: Tengokla... pelik kan?? I mean, bahasa derang lain gile.. if we were to read it, we'd laugh... but I guess if the Indonesians read our Menu, they'd laugh too.. Take a look at "Nasi Liwet Komplit"... sounds wrong kan?? Hahaha.. It's actually like nasik berlauk.. but they bungkus dlm daun pisang.. ade ayam, serunding and stuff.. "Gurame Goreng"... It's deep fried fish.. sedap giler ok!!! "Ayam berkakak"???? errr....

What's that???: It's a big bag of red chilis.. org kampung/farmers dok bwk on a bike.. kalo terlepas la kannnn... huhuhu

Aiyooo.... This I cannot tahan.. the pack road... and look at that... sampah bertimbun kat tepi jalan.. mcm tu je... I wonder how the bikers leh tahan the smell.. huhuhu...

Nevertheless, I enjoyed the trip.. owh... I like Jln. General Sudirman kat Jakarta... sgt tersusun ok the buildings on that road... and it's clean... bile mlm lagi cantik, with all the skyscrapers around.. huhu... Best2!! Lenkali nk gi lg... shopping nyer pasal!! Hahahahah...

Something funny..

When me and my family were in Jakarta, we went to their version of Sea World.. and actually, their sea world, which is actually similar to our Aquaria, is much better than some other places claiming to have the best aquarium/tunnel, yada-yada..

Anyway.. the story goes.. my dad was about to buy the tickets of admission.. and placed on the sign was the admission fees. On one particular part, it was written "Seniors aged 55 and above-50% discount".. after a few minutes, baru my dad realise... "Eh.. I'm 55 years old!! Dah senior citizen!!!" Everyone bantai tergelak... Even my grandparents gelak terkekeh2.. and my grandma was like "Anak aku dah senior citizen!!!" Sambil ketawa sampai kuar air mate..

Hahahahhahaha.. cute la Daddy... dah 55 dah... how time flies... love u still!!

Mommy... 4 years time ehh... hakhakhak!!!

Sempurna

Lyrics | Andra & The Back Bone lyrics - Sempurna lyrics

All by myself...

Kununnye...

But yeah.. I do feel extremely sunyi and lonely... coz I'm missing some of my friends a lot..

And one thing that also comes in mind.. is that.. I miss someone to talk whom you call a partner.. a loved one.. not a friend, not a family member.. but a lover.. I miss that.. I really2 do...

I miss holding a person you love, or just even looking at that person.. I miss the warmth, comfy feeling you have when that person is around..

I'm not desperate in looking for a partner though.. but I must admit, I do feel kinda lonely in that area... and having hundreds of your loving family and friends still can't fill in that one small emptiness inside...

Sigh... time will tell... InsyaAllah..

Almost there...

My room is finally complete.. well almost la... about 80% complete laa...

Just got a new almari Saturday (yesterday) ni... and it's huge!!! bleh muat like 5 org ok!! Hahahaha...

Semangat giler nk kemas2 barang masuk the new almari... ngeee~~

Now I have tons of places for my stuffs...

Tapi kan, terase kecik la my room now.. but takpe.. it does feel comfy at the same time...

Now just nak tunggu my parents buy their own side table, so that I can have mine back... then I nk beli one nice chair to put by the window.. tempat utk lepak2 bace buku or berangan or bergayut... Ngee~~

Harini gi shopping ngan Zeryn kat OU... dah lame x gi shopping ngan die.. best giler!! Despite tgh x sehat... bantai je jenjalan... kan? kan?? hahahahaha... before that pepagi tadi gi breakfast ngan Zeryn... pastu i wanted to go to OU.. then Zeryn ikot skali... yeayy... ade kawan!!

Today is a fun day!!!

Besok kerja.... bluwekkkk!!!

Udah pulang...

Mbak2 dan Mas sekalian... Gue udah pulang...

Nothing like home sweet home..

Jakarta & Bandung were nice.. but the traffic jam I can't stand.. I think we wasted a lot of time inside the van, getting stuck with the ridiculously heavy traffic...

I miss my friends...

By d way.. let's sum up what I bought:

• 2 lace liplap2...
• 2 kebaya set
• 2 handbags... n got 1 free, so 3 handbags
• 1 backpack
• and the rest for org yg memesan n souvenir gak... heehehehe...

Jakarta & Bandung... here I come..

Goin' to Bandung, then Jakarta... tataaaa!!!...

Tuesday, 25th of November

I'm at the hospital now, IJN to be specific, accompanying my mom to do her check-up. We were briefed by d radiologist that the whole procedure of the TECHNESIUM SCAN takes 5-6 hours.. Lame tul.. I dah nk tertido2 dah ni.. My mom's turn belum lagi.. But when she it is hers, i won't be able to come near my mom for the nxt few hours or so, sbb the docs will inject her with some kind of fluid that will cause the body to produce radiation.. And because i won't be injected with the same substance- me just accompanying her, it would be a risk for me to come near, as i might get exposed..

Oih... Dah ngantuk.. Huhu.. I just downloaded Opera Mini into the hp.. So dok surfing merata.. Sat lg, mesti bill melambung naik.. Haha.. I'll continue later with other updates, whenever I can.

P/S: I'm blogging thru my si penyet E71.. Hihihi..

I don't effin' care anymore...

I don't care anymore...

I may sound harsh, I may sound cold.. but I don't care anymore...

I don't care anymore because all you think about is yourself, so why should I care when all you do is hurt me and other people because of your ignorance and self fulfilness.

We promised that nothing will change.. we promised that everything would be like it used to. Here I am trying my f**kin best to work things out for us and everyone else, but you are the one changing things..

All I ask was a simple question but it was as if I ask if I could destroy you...

I don't care from now on what you do... what happens.. because you are just to full of yourself and don't care about other people. Get a grip... you don't want to be hurt, but instead you're hurting the world around you.

It hurts to see that things have to be like this now.. it hurts to see that things have changed.. it hurts to see one by one, people hurting without you realising because all you care about is yourself. But it comes to a point where this hurt has to stop, and with that, I don't care anymore...

I don't care anymore...

Clown Convention

-Recently, in Mexico City, an International Clown Convention was held, where hundreds of clowns, or people dressing up as clowns, came to gather in this historic event that showed juggling games, balloon and makeup classes and other clowny-stuff...- an article in the newspaper about a month ago, with a big picture of clowns from all ages and colours and faces sitting together....

OMG!!! I dahla takut clown... I blame the movie "IT" for this... bayangkan kalo have to be stuck between those hundreds of clowns... HORROR!!!

Bilik Ayor...

In the newspaper today... from Star to be exact, there was an article on Public Toilets... and how bad the condition was in the city...

I must say.. I really, really agree... sangat terok keadaan toilet2 kat some places.. nan bau hancing, ngan feces bersepah... aiyooo.. geli ok!!!...

Pastu ade plak this one restaurant owner from who-knows-which-restaurant-i-wish-i-never-step-into-ever, bleh kate.. why pay more money to find cleaners for the toilet? The profit I get itself is not enough to cover the cost.. now want to clean the toilet.. no need laaa....

Ape ke gile restaurant owner tu?? Eeewww.... mesti geli tpt die...

Then they talked about how toilets were charged, for it's cleaning services... alaa... yg slalu, kene masuk, bayar 20 sen tu... some ppl complain, dahla bayar... tp still kotor.. betul pe.. mmg pun... mcm some places I know... it's like sooooo eeeeewwww....

Then KLCC came up, where the premier toilet charged RM2 to enter n use the facility.. It's worth it to pay that price.. coz the toilet mmg la tersangat bersih...

I remember a friend who said I was mengada2 to pay that amount of money to go to the toilet.. then I answered... I'd rather pay that kinda money than hold my nature's call... coz I am very particular about toilet cleanliness.. sanggup tahan... unless really2 terpaksa..

But what I don't understand is, how even free toilets pun bleh jaga kebersihan.. as in really2 clean... tp the rest can't... tak geli kah mereka? tak ingat ke all the germs n bacteria yg bleh merebak??? Eventually not...

Ok, one more thing to touch... it's about the toilet users... walawey... kot ye pun nak berak ke kencing ke, aim la betul2 kat dlm toilet bowl tuuu... ni tak... sampai ketepi... some sampai kedinding pun ade... uwekkk... geli giler!!! Kot ye pun dah salah aim, ape salahnye pancut air n clean your shit up... tolongla manusia... tidak civilise kah anda???

Huhu... jagalah kebersihan tandas bersama2.. baik cleaner, baik owner, baik pengguna... semue org pun mahu berak dan kencing...

P/S: Maaf saya harus guna perkataan2 yg menjijikan... tp betul perrr!!!

Lain...

Saya rase lain..
Saye rase tak best...
Saye rase bukan mcm dulu..
Tapi saya buat tak reti...
Sebab kita semua kena teruskan hidup kita..
Dan yg paling penting bahagiakan diri kita, dan keluarga kita dahulu...
Jadi biarkan je yang lain2 tu...
Saye buat tak kesah...
Walaupun saye kesah sket2...
Tapi bukan hak saye utk kesah pun...

The Heart of the Matter

This song suits me now... the lyrics has deep meanings that somehow, similarly potrays what I'm going through with so many past things that still have an affect on me... this song is by India Arie.

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear

But I knew that it would come

An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone

She said you found someone

And I thought of all the bad luck,

And all the struggles we went through

How I lost me and you lost you

What are these voices outside love's open door

Make us throw off our contentment

And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now

But I miss you sometimes

The more I know, the less I understand

All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter

But my will gets weak

And my thoughts seem to scatter

But I think it's about forgiveness

Forgiveness

Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain

There's a yearning undefined

And people filled with rage

We all need a little tenderness

How can love survive in such a graceless age

And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness

They're the very things we kill,

I guessPride and competition cannot fill these empty arms

And the wall they put between us,

You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now

But I miss you, baby

The more I know, the less I understand

And all the things I thought I figured out,

I have to learn again

I've been tryin' to get down to the

Heart of the Matter

But my will gets weak

And my heart is so shattered

But I think it's about forgiveness

Forgiveness

Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone

They let you down, you know they hurt your pride

Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on

You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter

And my heart is so shattered

But I know it's about forgiveness

Forgiveness

Even if, even if you don't love me

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter

Because the flesh gets weak

And the ashes will scatter

So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness

Forgiveness

Even if you don't love me anymore

Even if you don't love me anymore

Barack Obama & John Key...

Congratulations America for having Barack Obama as the 44th President of the United States. Hopefully chane will come to America.. America needs it, the world needs it.

Some people wonder why we care about another countries political issue... well, in this issue, pertaining to America, I guess we have to care.. especially those that work in the international segment of the industry. Because wat America decides, affects the world in a lot of ways... especially in the economic sector.. We saw the world economy dropping recently because of the affect America has on other countries... What happens in the world war, especially in the mid west is, on a matter of fact, also affected by America's decision. So saying that we don't need to care, might be an understatement.

New Zealand got a new Prime Minister as well... John Key from the National party... goodbye Helen Clark... hopefully a new change to New Zealand as well... again, New Zealands economy pun serba sket affect come countries. especially Asian countries la... for a fact, they have a lare import export business with Malaysia... so kalo derang jatuh, they could bring us down too...


Ni apehal la plak Dee2 ckp pasal politic n economy ni? Hahahha... ni la jadinye bile xde keje, cari keje... better stop now. Tataaaa....

Sokong Ellie!!!

Nak sokong Ellie gak!!!

Hahahaha...

Seriously... knp banyak sgt org around me yg suke sgt camni ek? Pelik tul... Am I insane or what???

Songs to heal..

I like this song... and Rebecca sgt lawa.. She's of a Norwegian-Indonesian background.. susah nk dpt album die.. I only say one album kat Speedy aritu.. but I blum beli.. hopefully ade la nanti when I'm ready to buy it.


Rebecca - Tanpamu

Torn..

Torn into pieces, not being able to let it out... and it hurts like hell!!!

I'm sorry... Goodbye

With this, I officially declare that I close my doors to any love or scandal relationships for the year 2008, the door will be closed until further notice.

I am tired of being into something that doesn't have any common sense anymore. I therefore bid farewell to the past, to take a rest and to re-energize myself to be with myself, my family and my friends whom I love dearly.

This video clip, and song is dedicated to those that have been in my past.. I'm sorry, goodbye...






Sebelum bertemu denganmu
Diriku bahagia
Semenjak bertemu denganmu
Ku makin bahagia..Semakin lama aku
Semakin tau tentang engkau
Sedikit kecewa
Ternyata engkau tak baik

Pertama tama semua manis
Yang engkau berikan
Membuat aku merasakan
Cinta sebenarnya…Semakin hari
Semakin terungkap
Yang sesungguhnya
Kumakin kecewa
Ternyata kau penuh dusta

Maafkan ku harus pergi
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh
Seperti kekasihmu yang lain…

Terima kasih oh Tuhan
Tunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus
So thank you so much
I’m sorry good bye

Seribu cara kau membuat
Ku dengan puitis
Tapi kau lupa bahwa
Ku juga manusia
Yang punya mata
Perihnya hati dan perasaan……

Maaf aku pergi
Dan takkan untukmu lagi
(i’m sorry good bye)
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh
Maafkan ku harus pergi
Tak seperti kekasihmu yang lain

Terimakasih oh Tuhan
Tunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus
So thank you so much
I’m sorry good bye

News..

Dpt tau something... hrmm... hope you're happy!!!

^_^

Phobia

Today I feel like listing some of the phobia's that exist in the world. I took this from Wikipidia.. so if anyone finds any other phobia's.. especially the unique or weird ones.. do share 'em... Here are those that I took on the net:


Ablutophobia - fear of bathing, washing, or cleaning.
Acrophobia, Altophobia — fear of heights.
Agoraphobia, without Panic Disorder — fear of places or events where escape is impossible or when help is unavailable.
Agraphobia- fear of sexual abuse
Algophobia — fear of pain.
Anglophobia - fear of the English or English culture
Anthropophobia - fear of people or being in a company, a form of social phobia
Anthrophobia - fear of flowers
Aquaphobia, Hydrophobia — fear of water
Astraphobia, Astrapophobia, Brontophobia, Keraunophobia — fear of thunder, lightning and storms; especially common in young children.
Autophobia — fear of being alone.
Aviophobia, Aviatophobia — fear of flying.
Bacillophobia, Bacteriophobia, Microbiophobia — fear of microbes and bacteria.
Cibophobia, Sitophobia — aversion to food, synonymous to Anorexia nervosa.
Claustrophobia — fear of confined spaces.
Coulrophobia — fear of clowns (not restricted to evil clowns).
Decidophobia - fear of making decisions
Dental phobia, Dentophobia, Odontophobia — fear of dentists and dental procedures.
Dysmorphophobia, or body dysmorphic disorder — a phobic obsession with a real or imaginary body defect.
Emetophobia — fear of vomiting.
Ergasiophobia, Ergophobia — fear of work or functioning, or a surgeon's fear of operating.
Ergophobia - fear of work or functioning
Erotophobia — fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Erythrophobia — pathological blushing.
Gephyrophobia — fear of bridges
Genophobia, Coitophobia — fear of sexual intercourse.
Glossophobia — fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gymnophobia — fear of nudity.
Gynophobia — fear of women.
Haptephobia - fear of being touched.
Heliophobia — fear of sunlight.
Hemophobia, Haemophobia — fear of blood.
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia — fear of the number 666.
Hoplophobia - fear of weapons, specifically firearms (Generally a political term but the clinical phobia is also documented).
Ligyrophobia - fear of loud noises.
Lipophobia - fear/avoidance of fats in food
Mysophobia — fear of germs, contamination or dirt.
Necrophobia — fear of death, the dead.
Neophobia, Cainophobia, Cainotophobia, Cenophobia, Centophobia, Kainolophobia, Kainophobia — fear of newness, novelty.
Nomophobia — fear of being out of mobile phone contact.
Nosophobia — fear of contracting a disease
Nyctophobia, Achluophobia, Lygophobia, Scotophobia — fear of darkness.
Osmophobia, Olfactophobia — fear of smells.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia, Paraskevidekatriaphobia, Friggatriskaidekaphobia — fear of Friday the 13th.
Panphobia — fear of everything or constantly afraid without knowing what is causing it
Phagophobia - fear of swallowing
Phonophobia — fear of loud sounds.
Pyrophobia — fear of fire.
Radiophobia — fear of radioactivity or X-rays.
Sociophobia — fear/dislike of society or people in general (see also "sociopath").
Scopophobia - fear of being looked at or stared at.
Somniphobia - fear of sleep.
Spectrophobia - fear of mirrors and one's own reflections
Spheksophobia - fear of wasps.
Taphophobia — fear of the grave, or fear of being placed in a grave while still alive.
Technophobia — fear of technology (see also Luddite).
Tetraphobia — fear of the number 4.
Tokophobia — fear of childbirth.
Tomophobia - fear or anxiety of surgeries/surgical operations
Trichophobia - fear caused of loose hairs on clothing or elsewhere.
Triskaidekaphobia, Terdekaphobia — fear of the number 13.
Trypanophobia, Aichmophobia, Belonephobia, Enetophobia — fear of needles or injections
Xenophobia — fear of strangers, foreigners, or aliens.

Zoophobias
Ailurophobia -- fear of cats
Apiphobia, Melissophobia — fear of bees
Arachnophobia — fear of spiders
Chiroptophobia — fear of bats
Cynophobia — fear of dogs
Entomophobia — fear of insects
Equinophobia, Hippophobia — fear of horses
Galeophobia, Selachophobia - fear of sharks
Herpetophobia — fear of reptiles
Ichthyophobia — fear of fish
Musophobia — fear of mice and/or rats
Ophidiophobia — fear of snakes
Ornithophobia — fear of birds
Ranidaphobia — fear of frogs
Zoophobia — a generic term for animal phobias
Hydrophobia — fear of water (a symptom of rabies).
Photophobia — hypersensitivity to light causing aversion to light (a symptom of Meningitis and a common condition of migrane headaches).
Phonophobia — hypersensitivity to sound causing aversion to sounds. Common during an alcohol hangover or migrane.
Osmophobia — hypersensitivity to smells causing aversion to odors. Common during pregnancy.
Biphobia — dislike of bisexuals
Chemophobia — prejudice against artificial substances in favour of 'natural' substances.
Ephebiphobia — fear/dislike of youth.
Gerontophobia, Gerascophobia — fear of growing old or a hatred of the elderly.
Heterophobia — fear/dislike of heterosexuals.
Homophobia — aversion to homosexuality or fear of homosexuals. (This word has become a common political term, and many people interpret it as a slur.)
Hoplophobia — aversion to firearms or firearms owners. This word has also gained a certain political notoriety as a dysphemism for "gun control advocate"
Lesbophobia - fear/dislike of lesbian women
Lusophobia - fear/dislike of Portuguese people
Pedophobia, Pediophobia — fear/dislike of children
Psychophobia — prejudice and discrimination against mentally ill
Serbophobia - fear/dislike of Serbs or Serbia
Sinophobia - fear or dislike for China, its people, or its culture
Transphobia — fear or dislike of transgender or transsexual people.
Xenophobia — fear or dislike of foreigners


I am half of a Herpetophobia, because I fear lizards and frogs, but not snakes and turtle.
I am half claustrophobic, cause it depends how confined the spaces are..
Coulrophobia... I blame this because of the movie 'IT'.. now I am afraid of clowns...

What phobia do you have???

Nenek & Her Harta Karun

Barang2 Nenek... look at the bags.. antique gile.. haha...

Nenek dok sebok mengemas..

Nenek in the middle of her things... "Penat dibuatnye aku, takyah la nk barang baru semue, aku dah nk mampuih".. but she was excited when the things arrived.

Nenek just got a new bedroom set recently, so me and my family helped out in taking out her things and rearranging it for her.. take a look at her picture and all her stuff... Antique gile.. hahaha

Seksanya braces..

Terok, terok... harini, I went to the dentist.. lame gak la kali ni.. as normal, the dentist would bukak the wire, n replace it with a new, shorter one. This time, he added something else...
Two brackets behind my 2 front teeth, so that I would bite on to that, instead of my 'lelangit'.

These brackets, sesungguhnya tak lawa langsung..

It looks as if I have two teeth behind my front teeth... burok giler ok.. plus, because of that, my mulut xleh tutup rapat. my gigi atas n bawah tak bertemu, making chewing food harder. Dr dah kate, I can't eat hard food for a few days, so I gotta stick to soft food... Dahla time raya.. mcm ni lak..

And because my teeth don't meet, I can't enjoy my food.. I can chew just a bit of it, and swallow the food whole. Td almost tercekik ikan bilis... sounds funny kan?? But it's really sad.. now my mouth sangat la lenguh, and lenguh tu trase sampai ke tengkuk, n I can't speak properly... I keep sluring words... susah tul... tension... but hey, no pain no gain, so I guess I have tp put up with this.

At least I need to use those 2 brackets only for 2 months or so... then the Dr. will remove it, once my teeth dah selari.. Ishhh... tensi2..

Owh, n the worse part is... I x reti nk senyum.. kalo tunjuk gigi, nampak that ugly thing behind tu, kalo smile my normal smile, it looks as if i senyum terpaksa... or tgh meneran... haihhh...

The story of Mr. Syazwan's hair...

Exhibit A:
Once upon a time, Ms. Nadeeya got to know a friend by the name of Schatz or Syazwan... this was his hairtsyle on the early month of January... Long and unruly... here he is with his cousin, Arif. We were at genting this time... his hair flyed everywhere when we got on the rides... mengalahkan rambut pompuan.. but it was nice... until....


Exhibit B:
...This is what it looks like if Mr. Syazwan ties his hair... my cousin, whom I believe is too small to judge a person's hair, said he looks like Hang Tuah, my answer to my cousins comment: a great big laugh that brought me to tears. Here is Mr. Syazwan with his friends, Rose and Tini.


Exhibit C:
In the months of February, Mr. Schatz had an incling to do something with his hair... owh, he likes to wear caps.. so with his unruly hair, this is what he looked like when he wears a cap. Notice the wild hair going underneath there... It was minutes after a disastrous hairdo that made Ms. Nadeeya laugh so hard, she couldn't breath...


Refer Exhibit D:
Behold horror no.1!!! Aaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhh!!! The quest to try and error... this, my friends, is definitely a big ERROR!!! Alas, I must admit, that his hair was silky smooth... for about 15 mins..


Exhibit E (owh... I'm cruel... Muahahahahaha!!!)
In early May, the trial and error phase has gone hay-wire, where Mr. Syazwan insists, that curling his hair would make him look cool... Ms. Nadeeya and Mr. Aral was left speechless. It was a good thing that the facial that Ms Nadeeya got while waiting for the hair-perming session, proved succesful in making her carve the slightest smile.. but still, speechless... followed by laughs from her and Mr. Aral that was incredibly evil, and shook the whole car. Mr. Syazwan almost went to tears...



Exhibit F:
Mr. Syazwan had to enter a new working phase, thus went the horrifying hairdo... snip, snip went the scissors, and tadaaaa... a new short n curly wurly hair comes out! Good thing it was adorable..



Exhibit G:
The nerd comes alive... a bit more snips here n there after a couple of months, and he curly hair was gone, and here comes the nerdy hair-do... but hey, at least it's much better than those two hairstyles..

Exhibit H:

Now, doesn't Mr. Syazwan look all nice and smart... the hair grows to all the right length and directions. Mr Syazwan looks normal again.

Exhibit I:

The latest into the hair phase: Mr. Syazwan has a hobby... his hobby is to try everything, then complain that it's all wrong. But then, I'm not quite sure what he was thinking when he decided to cut his hair this short... It made him look like a naughty lil' kid... and more like his small brother..

What new hairstyle will come out next from our Mr. Syazwan?? Want to find out? Hold on to your seats, and let's go through the ride, let's say... for a few more months in the future.

Till then... Ms. Nadeeya will be blogging on other things than her friends hair, and hoping she doesn't have a crazy hair phase like her dear friend herself.

P/S: Mr. Syazwan... I love u still and you're still my friend, no matter what hairstyle you have...

I was tagged by Ellie and Wan!!!!

Due kali I kene tagged, due kali my name was the 1st on the list.. that means something.. means tha I have to do this thinga-ma-jig...

Rule#1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction be?
I'm not the type to revenge on someone... I'll just let it be.. but deep inside, giler hurt dowh... depends how much I care for that person, I'll probably cry it out, and feel much better the next day... hahaha


2. How romantic are u?
Hrmm... I dunno... sometimes I'm cold as Ice.. sometimes I'm a hopeless romantic.. depends la... Kate pun Gemini, split personalities.. hahahaha


3. Whose butt would you like to kick?~
Owh... customer yang itu dan yang itu... dan colleague yang itu dan itu... hahahaha


4. What would you do with a million dollars?
RM10ok for charity.. teringin nak buat orphanage yg elok for those kids yg I tgk kat poster tu.. yg umah orphanage derang mcm nk runtuh and terok sgt.. would love to see a good place for them to live in.
RM300k - beli apartment/umah due biji, kalo xcukup, letak as downpayment n pandai2 la sambung bayar loan, pastu buat investment, rent it of ke...
RM200k - Nak buka Cafe please.... ngehehehe... from there, buat catering... pastu agak2 dah maju... try bukak chalet or boutique hotel plak.
RM50k each for daddy n mommy... suke ati derang nk wat ape with the money.. hehe
RM300k for myself, savings, shopping, investment... semue cukup... Ngee~~ Owh2... nak bawak my parents gi holilday... kat Europe, pastu kat South Africa then South America, L.A and Las Vegas, and Australia, and Fiji... oi... cukup kaaa???? Hahahahahha....


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?~
Fate lies in the hands of God, but we can do something about that fate, or just let it be... but nothing will happen without a push-start, right? It depends la... But at the mean time, takde kot.


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~Being loved by someone... I haven't felt that feeling for a wayyyy long time.. I mean, by my family n friends, yes.. but by someone special, no.. so yeah, it is better to be loved than love. It is better to love and lost, then never love at all... eh wait.. lari dah tu.. hahaha


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
~ As long as I can tahan la... Gemini's are impatient.. if the wait too long, they might just grab watever comes next... hahahahahahaha...


8. If the person you secretly love is already attached, what would you do?
Kalo ade jodoh, tak kemane... but isn't it a waste of time to wait for someone who is already in love with someone else??


9. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
~ I pray that each of them are blessed each day with the happiness and the dreams that they have wanted.

10. What would u do if meeting Anita Sarawak in person?
~ Soalan ape ni Wan??? Tuka2...:
10.. What do you feel like doing right this moment??
Hang out with my friends by a beach... gi holiday ke... bosan laa... hahahaha


11. Do u think u r sexy?
~ I got boobs and I got butt... that's all I can say... no, I dun feel sexy... pretty, yes... sexy?? Hrmm... tak kot..


12. What age u will have a baby?
~ As soon as 6 months after I get married, whenever I get married, I want to go preggers... hahahaa...

13. What kind of person do you think who tagged you is?
~ Ellie: My sayang kilat2 prada... she is a wonderful friend, that is there for you and slaps you in the face when u're lost... hypothetically speaking la slap tu kan... if she slaps me, i slap her back.. hahaha... Lap u Ellie!!!
Wan: He is ever so gorgeous, loving n caring.. Sayang Wan!!!
Both of them are one of the reason I smile each day.


14. Would you rather be single but rich married but poor?
~ married but poor... I dun wanna be rich alone... die rich but lonely... giler sedih..


15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
~ Check h/p: kot2 la ade msg ke miss call mase I was in dreamland... On working days, tros masuk bilik air and do my thing, on weekends, believe it or not... bangun2 jer, bukak pintu cari orang dlm umah.. hhahahaha....


16. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
~ I nak pitam gak macam Wan.... Haihhhssss *pengsan*


17. What is your kissing type?
~ Ask those that I have kissed... Ngee~~


18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
~I will forgive, but I will never forget...


19. What your favourite game?
~Monopoly... but skarang no time la... A good monopoly game takes 2 hours tauuu.... mane ade time...


20. What is your favourite kuih raya?
~Kuih Bawang ngan anything that has chocolate... I'm not picky.. as long as there's chocs in there, I mamam... hihihi


Who to tag??? I nak tag org yg xde blog gak.. so they have to open one as well.. hahahahaha!!!
*Schatz
*Aral
*Zereena
*Azimah
*Meezan

Crappiness...

Mawi gets sponsored RM5million for his future wedding with Ekin??? CRAP

Shah Rukh Khan gets Datuk-ship because he did 4 movies in Malacca??? DOUBLE CRAP

Tom Cruise Dies??? CRAPPY CRAP

Now I want to go take a crap... toodles!!!

Say No to No

Got this from a Shell Ad in Times Magazine...

Isn’t it high time someone got negative about negativity?
Yes it is.
Look Around. The world is full of things that, according to nay-sayers, should never have happened.
“Impossible.”
“Impractical’”
“No.”
And yet “Yes.”
Yes, continents have been found.
Yes, men have played golf on the moon.
Yes, straw is being turned into bio-fuel to power cars.
Yes, Yes, Yes.
What does it take to turn no into yes?
Curiosity. An open mind. A willingness to take risks.
And, when the problem seems most insoluble, when the challenge is hardest, when everyone else is shaking their heads, to say: let’s go.

Emo...

There goes that whole emotional turmoil again...

HATE IT.

New York New York!!!

Start spreading the news...

I'm leaving today...

I want to be a part of it..

NEW YORK NEW YORK!!!

Spent my holidays in the big apple... stayed at the heart of Manhattan... so let me bring you guys in a day to day synopsis of what I did.. the pictures aren't in order though... so I'll just go thru it randomly.

Day One:

Arrived Newark Liberty International Airport at around 7pm NY time. Took the cab to our hotel, The New Yorker, which is in the heart of Manhattan. Once we arrived there, took a breather, then me n dad went down to look for dinner. Found a halal cart, and bought kebab for all 3 of us... tak sedappp... but at least dpt la makan. After dinner, I took a nice shower and went straight to sleep.

Day Two:

Breakfast makan hash brown n omellete McD.. then we started of taking a two story tour bus, which took us around lower Manhattan or what they call it, Downtown. The weather was gloomy.. mmg ujan before that.. and there were drizzles along our bus trip too. Jalan2 tengok all the nice buildings and even went through some places which had some historical points. Of course lalu gak Wall Street.. and media penuh kat situ.. because of the whole economic crisis US is going thru.. The bus also took us to some movie sets.. one place was where Miranda from Sex n The Cisty got married in the garden with her husband.. alaa.. x ingat name husband die.. huhu.. then we went past the building where the shots of Spiderman were taken. Ade gak lalu kat the house Heath Ledger was found dead in.. What I liked about New York were the old buildings, many from the 19th century and early 20th which are still well preserved and lived in, some made into office buildings and shoplots. There were a few new buildings coming up to.. ad they were magnificant..

Had lunch at a food court, had shrimp pasta and cheese pizza. Kenyang giler... we only bought one plate of pasta and one slice of pizza.. tapi sbb besar gile.. so we could share it just the 3 of us. Then we went browsing thru Macy's Deparment store. The biggest department store in New York. Tak shopping sangat.. sebab just nak tengok2 dulu ape yg interesting nak beli. Malam we had dinner kat Red Lobster... sedap ooo... makan udang je.. udang goreng tepung, udang pasta, udang tumis, popcorn udang, crab cake.. ok, that's not udang.. hahahaa... but lovely2 food.

Day Three:

Sambung with our trip. Went to take a ferry to pass by Brooklyn City, Ellis Island and the statue of liberty. Lady Liberty looked pretty.. and we found out that Lady liberty was carved by a french man in which the face of lady liberty resembled that of his mother and the body resembled his lover. Lady liberty was a gift from France to the USA for honouring their close ties between countries. After that, we went to China Town... ok, nyesal gi situ... busuk n dirty.. I didn't remember it being like that the last time I came. Kitorg makan kat McD je.. mkn filet o fish, sebab there was nowhere else to eat in China Town. But we did manage to get some souvenirs laa.. later we went to Time Square and jalan2 there and sambung shopping around that area plak. Had dinner of err... makan ape ek? tak ingat.. hahahaha...

Day Four:

Daddy took the morning flight to Cincinatti, Ohio. So tinggal la me n Mommy in the big Apple. I woke up n beli Roti Canai yg lain giler... ade ubi kat tengah2.. nasib baik dalcha die sedap. I bought it at a halal Kashmiri cafe a couple of blocks from our hotel. Lepas tu me n mommy went to Central Park Zoo. Kecik giler ok Zoo tu... it's like, less thatn 2 acres, and animals die pun ciput2 je... but it's a nice zoo in the city la.. masuk kat Central Park tu, u forget that u're in the busiest city in the world, because of the big trees and the chirping of the birds, and the occasional sounds of the monkeys and sea lion in the zoo... hahaha.. owh, sape yg tgk madagascar tu, don't be decieved ok. There are no girrafes or hipppos or lions or zebra's in the zoo. Ade monkeys n birds and turtles, then ade 2 ekor sea lion and 2 ekor polar bear je.. hahaha.. later we went to Nanking.. a muslim Thai restaurant... puas makan nasi goreng and mommy had her rice with lobster... sedap ooooo... Then sambung shopping kat M&M World..(would blog about this later) and Hershey's World, pastu letak barang kat Hotel and sambung shopping sket2 around our hotel plak.

Day Five:

Selamat Hari Raya!!! Only me n Mommy je beraya together.. Daddy is stuck in the seminar in Ohio.. sigh... called my grandparents.. n mama menangis... she was like 'I got used to not having satu cucu for Raya.. but now I'm short of one cucu, one son and one menantu'... puas my mom pujuk die.. huhuhu...

Me n mommy had lunch kat Bombay Palace.. our Raya meal makan nasi beriyani and all those northern indian food la. Then gi shopping kat Bloomingdale's. Kat situ macam ala2 department store yg mahal... everything pun mahal.. but adela a few things yg bleh beli... like say... my Juicy Couture bag!!!! I mean.. murah giler ok.. compare ngan Malaysia!!! Ngehehehe... gumbiranyaaa!!!

Pastu gi sambung shopping kat Macy's plak. Mlam tu I went and bought nasi for mommy and chicken nuggets and fries for myself kat this halal cafe again. Senang gak nak cari Halal food... makin ramai Arab n Pakistani's jual food kat situ. But muak gak la, dok makan there food n fried food n seafood jer memanjang.

Day Six:

Check out from the hotel and had our last minute shopping at Macy's and Time Square, while waiting for Daddy to arrive from Ohio. After lunch, we went to Newark and stayed in Hilton Newark Hotel, in New Jersey, miles away from New York... goodbye New York City. Kat sane, we just lepak2 the whole day... we packed food from the indian restaurant back in New York awal2.. so we had that for dinner.

Day Seven:

Went to Jersey Gardens Mall, a factory outlet store. Of course, everything is cheap!! but the thing is, it's not the latest items la... but bantai... asal murah!! Hahahaha... the whole day kat situ je.. makan minum pun kat situ.. coz that's the nearest place we can makan pun from our hotel.. yg lain semue jauh.

Day Eight:

Going home at night, but before that, we make a quick 3 hour stop kat Jersey Gardens again and went for some last minute shopping spree. Balik hotel tu, cepat2 packing and went to the airport. Then at 10pm, we went on our flight back home to the beautiful country of Malaysia, truly Asia...

Day Nine:

Sampai dahhh.... dapat makan nasi lemak, slept for 6 hours and had a nice dinner and here I am typing away.. ngehehehe...

Here are some of the pictures I took. Tak banyak though... sebab Daddy n Mommy prefered to be n video camera and hold the video camera instaad of the camera.. huhu...

This at the entrance of the Zoo.. mommy tgh sebok with the video camera..
This is the double decker our bus... I took a picture of this one sebab cute.. ade Madagascar!!!
Me n my pose in front of a theatre that was showing Mamma Mia... No.. I didn't go watch it.. huhu
Me going crazy at M&M's world... everything was M&M'S!!!
Another famous Broadway show: Hairspray!!!

Princess Dee2 in Time Square
In between the thousands of people...
One of the bulding that was used as a scene in SpiderMan..
Sorry, But I'm The Queen, stuck in Manhattan...

Lady Liberty and Lady Dee

The View from our hotel room... I tak tau building ape tu.. hahahaha...
There was a UN Conference in New York during our time there, so there were police cars everywhere having drills n stuff.. fire trucks pun banyak..
Macy's... the best shopping place to be in New York...
This is where Miranda got married in the Sex in the City series.
The famous bull in Wall Street..

Sayu...

Yeah, I'm going to New York and having Raya there...

The thought of going to New York is ever so exciting... but when it comes to the part where this is going to be my 3rd Raya away from home... I feel a bit down..

Was hearing Raya songs and wishes here n there.. and I couldn't help myself to feel sayu... teringin nak dengar takbir from Balai Islam pepagi bute.. teringin nak makan lemang n ketupat with rendang kat dining table with my parents...

Nampaknye memang makan burger la pepagi Raya tu.. Well, I survived 2 Raya's away from home.. so I guess this would be ok.. The good thing is, at least Daddy & Mommy are here this time to celebrate Raya with me, be it in a foreign country or not.

My flight leaves at 9.15am fom KLIA.. estimated arrival is at 6.30pm in Newark International Airport on Saturday New York time, which is 6.30a.m in the morning, Kuala Lumpur time..

dah siap packing dah... now nak get some rest.. hopefully leh tido on the plane.. it's an effin' 22 hour flight... pengsan!!!

Anyway,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN to all my family and friends!!! Kalau ade slaah silap.. harap di maafkan.

Will be back on the 6th of October!!! See you guys!! Gonna miss you!!!

Saya penat...

Lagi nak dekat amik cuti ni... lagi berlambak kerja... but xdela seterok last week kan.. but still kali ni sampai saty back until 8pm.. dah 2 hari dah... sebab nk settle stuff2 ni semue kene take time and kene detail... tu yg xlarat tuu...

Hopefully lepas I reveal keje2 I kat meeting besok, derang tau and sedar how busy I can actually get, without them giving me more n more jobs to do...

Anyway... still excited... 2 more days... Big Apple, here I come!!!

Saye juge buat survey Kawen...

1.How old are you?
~25.


2. are you single
Yeshh...


3. in what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ I used to target 24.. so that has long past.. hahaha.. so maybe around 27 or 28... ape2 pun, before 32 lah.... ngee~~


4. do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
~ I'm with too many person now.. muahahahha

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
~ Anyone that god has chosen for me to marry... that special someone...

6. do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
~ A garden but traditional wedding.. nak gamelan band and nak bunga2 warna putih and merah penuh around the garden.

7. your ideal motif?
~ candles, flowers (red n white, lilies, jasmines n roses), those small lights that look like raindrops... gamelan band of course... and at the end of the reception, a slow dance...

8. where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ Datai Langkawi or Sabah if in Malaysia, and Jamaica or Seychelles if overseas.. I got this thing about islands and beaches and the sea...

9. how many guests do you think you’ll invite?
~Haritu me n my mom dah kire... almost 600 guests jugak la kan... aiyoooo

10. do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ In the middle... not too much, not too little.. just nice.

11. do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
~Lafaz Nikah laaa....

12. how many layers of cake do you want to have?
~ errrr.... I nak that wedding chocolate cake that I saw kat Chocolate Factory dulu... tiga tingkat je.. but every part of it is edible... bleh share ngan semue org.. pastu2... ade red rosed on top od the cake.. lawa gileeee....


13. do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
~Tengok budget.. maybe akad nikah kat umah, then reception kat hotel...

14. when do you want to get married, evening or morning?
~ Doesn't matter kot... ntah.. never really thought about it... errr... pagi kot... hahhaha..

15. you’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~Depends on the weather on that said time..

16. do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
~ Bride & Groom masuk skali kan.... seperti biasa.. diiring kompang.. tanak pipe-in music please... nak bebudak kecik main kompang... comey jer...


18. name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
~ The Way You Look Tonite - Rod Stewart punyer version and Besame Mucho - Andrea Bocelli punye version.


19. are you a morning person or a night person?
~ I'm an owl... does that explain anything?? Hahahaha..


20. do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ Light one....

21. what age do you want to get married?
~when I'm ready and when I've found 'The One'


22. describe your ideal husband/wife.
~Honestly?? The one that can hold you up when you're down.. the one that understands your every move and the way you think and respects that, the one that loves you for you, educated, responsible has a good head on his shoulder, family orientated, animal lover.. haha.. caring, tolerant, and in many ways loves me unconditionally...


23. do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~Fine dining kot.. but make sure the food that are being serve yg jenis senang nak potong and lembut... hahaha

24. champagne or red wine?
~ Sparkling grape juice?? Hahaha...

25. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ A week or two after the wedding... bg hilang penat the prep for wedding dulu... then baru leh enjoy the honeymoon... kan? kan?


26. money or hosusehold item?
~ Suke hati la org nk kasi kitorg ape... janji Ikhlas.. kang bukak gift register baru tau.. hahahhahaa..


27. who will pay for the bills?
~Both sides of the family as well as us, the wedded couple... ngee~


28. are you ready for married life?
~ Not really la...


29. do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
~Hahahaahahaha.....


30. will u always be true to your wife/husband?
~ Of course...


31. how many kids do u like?
~ Sebanyak yang mampu kami sayangi dan tanggung... but the ideal would be 4 for me... 2 laki, 2 pompuan.. just nice.


32. a new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ Tengok budget and necessity at that point of time..


33. will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
~ Platinum ade tak??? Milennium wedding??? Walawey... A lifetime wedding laa...


34. what kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
~ The Indian blood in me says Chicken Tikka, Pulao Rice, Dalcha, Fish Curry, Prawn Masala and of course rendang Tok!!
~ The Chinese part of me says Wantan Soup, Dim Sum, Hailam fried rice, sesame chicken and Chinese tea
~The English part of me says Ceasar Salad, Wild Mushroom Soup, Grilled Stuffed Chicken/ Pan fried Seabass
The Fusion part of me says start of with clear mushroom soup, pulao/white rice with chicken tikka, mixed vege in oyster sauce, fish curry, prawn masala, rendang tok, and for dessert, crepe suzzete with icecream on top.

P/S: Nampak sangat the indian blood overrules... hahahaha!!!


35. will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
~Both... then loads and loads of pictures as well... Ngee~~


36. whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? choose 5 person as Your friend?
1 . Mimah
2. Zeryn
3. Suraya
4. Ainee
5. One of my guy friends...

Downs...

This week... started of fairly good... then it went down and down... and yeah, i broke down coz I couldn't take it anymore...

Too much work, too much transactions, too much nagging & demanding & rude customers, not much communication & cooperations from colleagues...

Then the thing that contribute it all to me breaking down... something I don't like hearing.. something that kept me thinking and wondering, 'where did I go wrong?' something that was a wee bit painfull for me to take in after what seems like too much pressure from each corner of the world..

My headache has been going for 3 days, my eating habit has fallen back... I'm not eating and sleeping well... I'm not feeling well myself this week with my monthly women sickness... it's just a mix of emotional turmoil.

Too much I guess... dugaan. That's what it is.. I'm just hoping and praying that things will get better soon... In work, in life in everything... It's something I've been putting up with for sooo long... so I'm sure I can get thru this as easy...

Wish me luck!!

And to my friends... thanks for putting up with me crying and babbling... you guys didn't need to put up with me, but you guys did, you guys were by my side... and I appreciate that. Love you...

Sakit...

Sakit Peyot...

Harini memule keje best.. pastu tak best... rase cam nak tampar je semue org... sebenarnye nak tampar sorang je.. hahahaha...

Saye penat.. tp tak reti2 nak tido.. degil betul saya ni... ishhh...

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

Today is my Daddy's 55th Birthday...

Celebrated hi Birthday with a buka puasa at D'Tandoor... kenyang ooo..

Anyway... Happy Birthday Daddy!!! I love u a lot!!!

Mmuahh!! Mmuaahh!!

A weekend that wasn't quite a weekend...

This weekend, ku sangat penat... volunteering for the bank to distribute flyers around Kepong and Jinjang during puasa is not something we should do...

One thing is that.. penat berjalan sampai berejam2... berpeluh n dahaga giler... and to face rejections from those ppl. yg xnak amik the flyers.. amik ko.. aku sumbat je kat wiper kreta n kat mailbox.. hahahahaha...

The second and worse thing is to go through a few real dirty n smelly places... seriously.. trase cam.. ok, why wasn't this part of town taken into consideration?? Buduk, kotor, full of stray dogs... seriously... ngan bau sampah nyer semua.. I had to really control myself from vomiting... geli ok..

Then today, gi pasar kepong... the same thing too.. kotor n busuk... n I saw frogs being slaughetered n sold in front of me... the skin dah kene siat, but katak tu still gerak2.. Eeewwww... betul2 sbelah I plak tuh.. depan tu, org jual katak idup, ayam ketuk n pork... aiyooo... rase nak pengsan je... kembang2 dah my tekak mase tu....

It shows that the new mixed government isn't doing any better la kot.. same je everywhere pun... no changes yet... makin terok adela kot... anyway, not going to comment any further on it laa...

So for both days, ku kepenatan gile babs.. balik2 umah jer wash up n tros tertido for hours...
dengan kena ujan n panas semue... now I feel like i'm going to have a fever. Hopefully tak la... dahla besok banyak keje kena buat... haiyooo... tensi2...

I need a break... can't wait for my holiday in 2 weeks time.. really can't wait. Tak larat tul... I mean, job is ok.. but sometimes u can't run from feeling stressed up la kan...

Okie dokie... I'd better take a rest.. kalo dah x larat sgt.. I might just work half day tomorrow.. settle everything in the morning, n go off in the afternoon..